Monday, 31 August 2009

draw with me



This is a tender story about a girl and a guy trapped from each other by a huge unbreakable glass wall. I cried a lot when I SAW THIS.......


watch this video

Monday, 9 March 2009



i just realised this while listening to this song, that i never ever once wanted to forget him, and now i finally want to gorget him...... i gotta move on.....

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Monday, 1 December 2008

Garnet - Hanako Oku



グランド駆けてく あなたの背中は
空に浮んだ 雲よりも自由で
ノートに並んだ 四角い文字さえ
全てを照らす光に見えた

Gurando kaketeku anata no senaka wa
Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
No-to ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

You were running on the ground and your steps were
Quicker than the clouds in the sky
Even the childish letters you write in your notebook
Are the light that envelops everything

好きと言う気持ちがわからなくて
二度とは戻らない この時間が
その意味をあたしに教えてくれた

Suki to iu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

I couldn't understand the feeling of love,
But this time which may never return
Taught me the meaning

あなたと過ごした日々を この胸に焼き付けよう
思いださなくても 大丈夫なように
いつか他の誰を好きになったとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で 大切で
またこの季節が巡ってく

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

The days I spent with you are in my heart
So it's okay even if the memories fade
Though someday I may fall in love with someone else
You will always be special and precious to me
Even as the seasons change

初めて二人で 話した放課後
誰も知らない笑顔探していた
遠くであなたのはしゃいでる声に
なぜだか胸が痛くなったの
変わって行く事を 怖がってたの
ずっと友達のまま いれる気がした
終わってくものなどないと思った

Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tooku de anata no hashaideru koe ni
Naze daka mune ga itakunatta no
Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatteta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru ki ga shita
Owatteku mono nado nai to omotta


When the two of us first spoke to each other
I searched for the smile you never showed anyone
You talked with a distant voice
I wonder why my heart hurt then
I was afraid of changing
I had the feeling which we could be friends
I never thought the end would come


果てしない時の中で あなたと出会えた事が
何よりもあたしを強くしてくれたね
夢中で駆ける明日にたどり着いたとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で 大切で
またこの季節がやって来る

Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyoku shite kureta ne
Muchuu dekakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

いつまでも忘れないと あなたが言ってくれた夏
時が流れ 今ごろあたしは 涙がこぼれて来た

Itsu made mo wasurenai to anata ga itte kureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koborete kita

You told me you would never forget that summer
Time passes and now my tears are spilling

あなたと過ごした日々を この胸に焼き付けよう
思いださなくても 大丈夫なように
いつか他の誰を好きになったとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で 大切で
またこの季節が巡ってく

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dare ka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

The days I spent with you are in my heart
So it's okay even if the memories fade
Though someday I may fall in love with someone else
You will always be special and precious to me
Even as the seasons change
.

Towards him, I still find it very hard to forget him, but just like the lyrics to this song, I'll keep the memories with him in my heart, and I'll have to move on............

To that person whose Name starts with L and ends with L, good luck, may your future shine as brightly, as the stars in the Milky Way. And I wish you well on your future endeavours.

Sayonara, L.........

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Sunday, 23 November 2008

Anime Fest Asia

I went bonkers at AFA today, it was soooo FUN!

Iwent there by Dad's car( he shouldn't nag at me, nagging is for women........ ) haha, and met Aurelea there, it was sugoi desu........... FUNFUN
Hehe, sry, me was loopy desu.......... I bought Japanese Version of GetBackerS 12 BOKS......... ^^ GINJI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy, it was so fun!

also bought a voodoo love doll, hehe.... i'm going bonkers again............

gtg


* yawns *

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Friday, 21 November 2008

Some Sarcasms

An optimist thinks that this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears that this is true.


Save the planet.... kill yourself


Water is poisonous if you inhale it you die...


One nice thing about egotists: They don't talk about other people.


I doubt, therefore I might be.


Really get stoned, drink wet cement.


Paranoia: A healthy understanding of the nature of the universe.



Reality is for people who lack imagination.


Your just jealous because the voices talk to me.


One by one the penguins steal my sanity.


When Everything Is Coming Your Way, You're In The Wrong Lane.


BE ALERT! ..The world needs more lerts.



Never hit a man with glasses; hit him with your fist.


Nothing is more discouraging than unappreciated sarcasm


Every One Has The Right To Be Stupid But You're Abusing the Privilege


Why be difficult, when with a bit of effort, you can be impossible?


The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it's still on the list


Let's share, You'll take the grenade, I'll take the pin


Good ideas aren't as common as stupid people think


Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way
when you criticize them, you are a mile away from them and you have their shoes.

Found onLacrymosa_'s profile on imeem

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Dream Star


気づけば空には幼い頃見た
一番に光るあの星が光って魅せた
夢は夢だってあきらめてたかな
強く輝いた星に今、元気もらった

Kizukeba sora ni wa osanai koro mita
Ichiban ni hikaru ano hoshi ga hikatte miseta
Yume wa yume de atte akirameteta kana
Tsuyoku kagayaita hoshi ni ima genki moratta

When I looked to the sky in my younger days
There glowed the brightest star of all
I thought dreams were only within dreams so I left them behind
But the star I saw gave me the strength to move on

誰かに頼ってばかりだった
あの頃にサヨナラ

Dareka ni tayotte bakari datta
Ano koro ni sayonara

I used to be reliant on someone
But now, good-bye to that time

世界を変えてみせる!前を見れば
ピンチはチャンスに変わる
鼓動が刻みだした 未来へと
迷いを翼に変えたら
誰も届かないあの星になる!
Shining like a Star

Sekai wa kaete miseru mae wo mireba
Pinchi wo chansu ni kawaru
Kodou ga kizami dashita mirai e to
Mayoi wo tsubasa ni kaetara
Dare mo todoka nai ano hoshi ni naru!
Shining like a star

I’m going to change my world!
If I just look forward, any obstacle will instead turn into a chance
Skipping to the beat of life
I spread my wings to head for the future
I will be the one with an eminence no one can reach
Shining like a star

怖くないなんて嘘になるけれど
立ち向かうことをやめたりはしないよきっと
転がり続ける理想と現実
ぶつかり合うほど作られる「私」の存在

Kowaku nai nante uso ni naru keredo
Tachi mukau koto wo yametari ha shinai yo kitto
Korogari tsudukeru risou to genjitsu
Butsukari au hodo tsukurareru watashi no sonzai

I would be lying if I said I’m not afraid
But even so, I will surely continue on my way to victory
And when the ideal emerging from my mind and reality collides
The present "me" will make it all right

冷たい風も心地いいね
背中を押されてく

Tsumetai kaze mo kokochi iine
Senaka wo osareteku

The wind, even though cold, gives a nice feeling
Blowing away my confusions and pushing me forward

戸惑い吹き飛ばして 走りだすよ
夢を掴んで 速く
見飽きた過去を捨てて決めたから
私は生まれ変われるよ
ダメな自分さえ明日へのカギ

Tomadoi fuki tobashite hashiri dasu yo
Yume wo tsukan de hayaku
Miakita kako wo sutete kimeta kara
Watashi wa umare kawareru yo
Dame na jibun sae ashita e no kagi

I start to run, running as fast as I could go
Swift enough to catch every dream within my sight
My weary past, I had decided to abandon
No, I’m reborn
The key to my bright tomorrow is mine and only mine


誰かに頼ってばかりだった
あの頃じゃないから

Dareka ni tayotte bakari datta
Ano koro janai kara


I used to be reliant on someone
But now, that time will be no more



i found the lyrics here........



Sunday, 2 November 2008

My life path......

9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)

The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.

Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.

Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.

The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.

Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

My birthdate,

15 January 1991

Your date of conception was on or about 24 April 1990 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 9.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Your everlasting patience will be rewarded sooner or later.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448271.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 29 Tevet 5751.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 1 Shevat 5751.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.13.7 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 13 uinal 7 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 28 Jumadiyu'th-Thani 1411 (1411-6-28).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1991.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 13 February 1991.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 19 May 1991.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1991.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 September 1991.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 12 February 1991.

As of 11/2/2008 5:44:48 AM EST
You are 17 years old.
You are 214 months old.
You are 929 weeks old.
You are 6,501 days old.
You are 156,029 hours old.
You are 9,361,784 minutes old.
You are 561,707,088 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Charo (1951)Margaret O'Brien (1937)Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929)
Cardinal John O'Connor (1920)Lloyd Bridges (1913)Gene Krupa (1909)
Aristotle Onassis (1906)

Top songs of 1991
I Do It for You by Bryan AdamsI Wanna Sex You Up by Color Me Badd
Gonna Make You Sweat by C & C Music FactoryRush, Rush by Paula Abdul
One More Try by Timmy T.Unbelievable by EMF
More Than Words by ExtremeI Like the Way by Hi-Five
The First Time by SurfaceBaby Baby by Amy Grant

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.54442270058708 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 74 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1991 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1991 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1991 in the US there were 2,371,000 marriages (9.4%) and 1,187,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1991 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1991 the population of Australia was approximately 17,387,023.
In 1991 there were approximately 257,247 births in Australia.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 113,869 marriages and 45,652 divorces.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 119,146 deaths.


Your birthstone is Garnet

The Mystical properties of Garnet

Garnet is used as a power stone
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is
Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness

Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.


There are 53 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 66 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was new.


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