* Sakura's Heaven *

2010-03-10T12:34:00.000-08:00

some awesome pictures for the start of the CherryBlossom bloom

draw with me

2009-08-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

This is a tender story about a girl and a guy trapped from each other by a huge unbreakable glass wall. I cried a lot when I SAW THIS.......

watch this video

2009-03-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

i just realised this while listening to this song, that i never ever once wanted to forget him, and now i finally want to gorget him...... i gotta move on.....

2008-12-01T00:36:00.000-08:00

Garnet - Hanako Oku

グランド駆けてく　あなたの背中は
空に浮んだ　雲よりも自由で
ノートに並んだ　四角い文字さえ
全てを照らす光に見えた

Gurando kaketeku anata no senaka wa
Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
No-to ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

You were running on the ground and your steps were
Quicker than the clouds in the sky
Even the childish letters you write in your notebook
Are the light that envelops everything

好きと言う気持ちがわからなくて
二度とは戻らない　この時間が
その意味をあたしに教えてくれた

Suki to iu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

I couldn't understand the feeling of love,
But this time which may never return
Taught me the meaning

あなたと過ごした日々を　この胸に焼き付けよう
思いださなくても　大丈夫なように
いつか他の誰を好きになったとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で　大切で
またこの季節が巡ってく

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

The days I spent with you are in my heart
So it's okay even if the memories fade
Though someday I may fall in love with someone else
You will always be special and precious to me
Even as the seasons change

初めて二人で　話した放課後
誰も知らない笑顔探していた
遠くであなたのはしゃいでる声に
なぜだか胸が痛くなったの
変わって行く事を　怖がってたの
ずっと友達のまま　いれる気がした
終わってくものなどないと思った

Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tooku de anata no hashaideru koe ni
Naze daka mune ga itakunatta no
Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatteta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru ki ga shita
Owatteku mono nado nai to omotta

When the two of us first spoke to each other
I searched for the smile you never showed anyone
You talked with a distant voice
I wonder why my heart hurt then
I was afraid of changing
I had the feeling which we could be friends
I never thought the end would come

果てしない時の中で　あなたと出会えた事が
何よりもあたしを強くしてくれたね
夢中で駆ける明日にたどり着いたとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で　大切で
またこの季節がやって来る

Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyoku shite kureta ne
Muchuu dekakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

いつまでも忘れないと　あなたが言ってくれた夏
時が流れ　今ごろあたしは　涙がこぼれて来た

Itsu made mo wasurenai to anata ga itte kureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koborete kita

You told me you would never forget that summer
Time passes and now my tears are spilling

あなたと過ごした日々を　この胸に焼き付けよう
思いださなくても　大丈夫なように
いつか他の誰を好きになったとしても
あなたはずっと
特別で　大切で
またこの季節が巡ってく

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dare ka wo suki ni natta toshite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku

The days I spent with you are in my heart
So it's okay even if the memories fade
Though someday I may fall in love with someone else
You will always be special and precious to me
Even as the seasons change.

Towards him, I still find it very hard to forget him, but just like the lyrics to this song, I'll keep the memories with him in my heart, and I'll have to move on............

To that person whose Name starts with L and ends with L, good luck, may your future shine as brightly, as the stars in the Milky Way. And I wish you well on your future endeavours.

Sayonara, L.........

Anime Fest Asia

2008-11-23T06:53:00.000-08:00

I went bonkers at AFA today, it was soooo FUN!

Iwent there by Dad's car( he shouldn't nag at me, nagging is for women........ ) haha, and met Aurelea there, it was sugoi desu........... FUNFUN
Hehe, sry, me was loopy desu.......... I bought Japanese Version of GetBackerS 12 BOKS......... ^^ GINJI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy, it was so fun!

also bought a voodoo love doll, hehe.... i'm going bonkers again............

gtg

* yawns *

Some Sarcasms

2008-11-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

An optimist thinks that this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears that this is true.

Save the planet.... kill yourself

Water is poisonous if you inhale it you die...

One nice thing about egotists: They don't talk about other people.

I doubt, therefore I might be.

Really get stoned, drink wet cement.

Paranoia: A healthy understanding of the nature of the universe.

Reality is for people who lack imagination.

Your just jealous because the voices talk to me.

One by one the penguins steal my sanity.

When Everything Is Coming Your Way, You're In The Wrong Lane.

BE ALERT! ..The world needs more lerts.

Never hit a man with glasses; hit him with your fist.

Nothing is more discouraging than unappreciated sarcasm

Every One Has The Right To Be Stupid But You're Abusing the Privilege

Why be difficult, when with a bit of effort, you can be impossible?

The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it's still on the list

Let's share, You'll take the grenade, I'll take the pin

Good ideas aren't as common as stupid people think

Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way
when you criticize them, you are a mile away from them and you have their shoes.

Found onLacrymosa_'s profile on imeem

Dream Star

2008-11-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

気づけば空には幼い頃見た
一番に光るあの星が光って魅せた
夢は夢だってあきらめてたかな
強く輝いた星に今、元気もらった

Kizukeba sora ni wa osanai koro mita
Ichiban ni hikaru ano hoshi ga hikatte miseta
Yume wa yume de atte akirameteta kana
Tsuyoku kagayaita hoshi ni ima genki moratta

When I looked to the sky in my younger days
There glowed the brightest star of all
I thought dreams were only within dreams so I left them behind
But the star I saw gave me the strength to move on

誰かに頼ってばかりだった
あの頃にサヨナラ

Dareka ni tayotte bakari datta
Ano koro ni sayonara

I used to be reliant on someone
But now, good-bye to that time

世界を変えてみせる！前を見れば
ピンチはチャンスに変わる
鼓動が刻みだした　未来へと
迷いを翼に変えたら
誰も届かないあの星になる！
Shining like a Star

Sekai wa kaete miseru mae wo mireba
Pinchi wo chansu ni kawaru
Kodou ga kizami dashita mirai e to
Mayoi wo tsubasa ni kaetara
Dare mo todoka nai ano hoshi ni naru!
Shining like a star

I’m going to change my world!
If I just look forward, any obstacle will instead turn into a chance
Skipping to the beat of life
I spread my wings to head for the future
I will be the one with an eminence no one can reach
Shining like a star

怖くないなんて嘘になるけれど
立ち向かうことをやめたりはしないよきっと
転がり続ける理想と現実
ぶつかり合うほど作られる「私」の存在

Kowaku nai nante uso ni naru keredo
Tachi mukau koto wo yametari ha shinai yo kitto
Korogari tsudukeru risou to genjitsu
Butsukari au hodo tsukurareru watashi no sonzai

I would be lying if I said I’m not afraid
But even so, I will surely continue on my way to victory
And when the ideal emerging from my mind and reality collides
The present "me" will make it all right

冷たい風も心地いいね
背中を押されてく

Tsumetai kaze mo kokochi iine
Senaka wo osareteku

The wind, even though cold, gives a nice feeling
Blowing away my confusions and pushing me forward

戸惑い吹き飛ばして　走りだすよ
夢を掴んで速く
見飽きた過去を捨てて決めたから
私は生まれ変われるよ
ダメな自分さえ明日へのカギ

Tomadoi fuki tobashite hashiri dasu yo
Yume wo tsukan de hayaku
Miakita kako wo sutete kimeta kara
Watashi wa umare kawareru yo
Dame na jibun sae ashita e no kagi

I start to run, running as fast as I could go
Swift enough to catch every dream within my sight
My weary past, I had decided to abandon
No, I’m reborn
The key to my bright tomorrow is mine and only mine

誰かに頼ってばかりだった
あの頃じゃないから

Dareka ni tayotte bakari datta
Ano koro janai kara

I used to be reliant on someone
But now, that time will be no more

i found the lyrics here........

My life path......

2008-11-02T03:05:00.001-08:00

9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)

The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.

Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.

Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.

The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.

Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

My birthdate,

2008-11-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

15 January 1991

Your date of conception was on or about 24 April 1990 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 9.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Your everlasting patience will be rewarded sooner or later.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448271.5.
The golden number for 1991 is 16.
The epact number for 1991 is 14.
The year 1991 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 29 Tevet 5751.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 1 Shevat 5751.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.13.7 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 13 uinal 7 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 28 Jumadiyu'th-Thani 1411 (1411-6-28).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1991.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 13 February 1991.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 19 May 1991.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1991.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 September 1991.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 31 March 1991.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 12 February 1991.

As of 11/2/2008 5:44:48 AM EST
You are 17 years old.
You are 214 months old.
You are 929 weeks old.
You are 6,501 days old.
You are 156,029 hours old.
You are 9,361,784 minutes old.
You are 561,707,088 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Charo (1951)	Margaret O'Brien (1937)	Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929)
Cardinal John O'Connor (1920)	Lloyd Bridges (1913)	Gene Krupa (1909)
Aristotle Onassis (1906)

Top songs of 1991

I Do It for You by Bryan Adams	I Wanna Sex You Up by Color Me Badd
Gonna Make You Sweat by C & C Music Factory	Rush, Rush by Paula Abdul
One More Try by Timmy T.	Unbelievable by EMF
More Than Words by Extreme	I Like the Way by Hi-Five
The First Time by Surface	Baby Baby by Amy Grant

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.54442270058708 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 74 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1991 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.
In 1991 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.
In 1991 in the US there were 2,371,000 marriages (9.4%) and 1,187,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1991 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1991 the population of Australia was approximately 17,387,023.
In 1991 there were approximately 257,247 births in Australia.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 113,869 marriages and 45,652 divorces.
In 1991 in Australia there were approximately 119,146 deaths.

Your birthstone is Garnet

The Mystical properties of Garnet

Garnet is used as a power stone

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is

Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness
Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.

There are 53 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 66 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was new.

you can do yours here

Toki wo Kizamu Uta

2008-10-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

The hill that only you passed by, at its center
Warm patches of sunlight had constantly appeared there
I alone am here, recalling that gentle warmth

It was only you, it was only you
Whom I had liked
In the wind, my eyes get blurry
And you become distant

Always and forever, I'll remember it, even if just about everything changes
One single thing, one single thing, it's a common thing, however
I'll show it to you, what's grown in its shine, that one single thing
Always and forever, always and forever, I'm going to protect it

君だけが過ぎ去った坂の途中は
暖かな陽だまりがいくつもできてた
僕一人がここで優しい暖かさを思い返してる

君だけを　君だけを
好きでいたよ
風で目が滲んで
遠くなるよ

いつまでも覚えてる何もかも変わっても　
一つだけ一つだけありふれたものだけど
見せてやる輝きに満ちたその一つだけ
いつまでもいつまでも守ってゆく

kimi dake ga sugisatta saka no tochuu wa
atataka na hidamari ga ikutsu mo dekiteta
boku hitori ga koko de yasashii atatakasa wo omoikaeshiteru

kimi dake wo kimi dake wo
suki de ita yo
kaze de me ga nijinde
tooku naru yo

itsumademo oboeteru nani mo kamo kawatte mo
hitotsu dake hitotsu dake arifureta mono dakedo
misete yaru kagayaki ni michita sono hitotsu dake
itsumademo itsumademo mamotte yuku

You're the only 1 I like........ demo, I'll do all i can to protect you.......

君が空だった Kimi ga Sora Datta Song lyrics......

2008-10-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

迷わないでと言えなかった
届かない想いもある
淋しすぎる笑顔がゆれて
傷をなぞった　Lonely good-bye

I couldn't say, "Don't lose your way."
And there are feelings that couldn't reach you.
Shake off that all too lonely smile,
And to that wound-like loneliness, good-bye.

mayowanaide to ienakatta
todokanai omoi mo aru
samishisugiru egao ga yurete
kizu wo nazotta Lonely good-by

情熱さえ痛むよ
永遠のかけら追いかけて
君が空だった　夢だった
燃えて熔ける日々を…

Even passion hurts.
Chasing after the fragments of eternity,
You were my sky, you were my dream.
Turn the days thawed by passion...

jounetsu sae itamu yo
eien no no kakera oikakete
kimi ga sora datta, yume datta
moete tokeru hibi wo...

忘れない思い出にして
その胸を飾ればいい
Search for my life　またいつか会えるね
透明な瞳を愛してたよ
今はそれぞれの道　進む“RESTARTING”

Into unforgettable memories,
And adorn them on your chest.
Search for my life, we will meet again someday.
I loved your clear eyes.
Now we are on different paths, making our way to "RESTARTING"

wasurenai omoide ni shite
sono mune wo kazareba ii
Search for my life, mata itsuka aeru ne
toumei na me wo aishiteta yo
ima wa sorezore no michi, susumu "RESTARTING"

分かり合えずに　奥に眠る
君の弱さや辛さへ触れてしまった
愚かなほど好きだったのに　Time is over

We slept without understanding each other.
I felt your weakness and your pain.
Though I loved you without a thought, Time is over.

wakariaezu ni, oku ni nemuru
kimi no yowasa ya tsurasa e fureteshimatta
oroka na hodo suki datta noni Time is over

抱きしめてよ
心が消えてしまいそうで怖くて
しがみついた夜に星だけが
私達を見てた…

Hold me close.
I feel my heart disappearing and I'm afraid.
In the clinging night, the stars
Were all we saw.

dakishimete yo
kokoro ga kiete shimaisou de kowakute
shigamitsuita yoru ni hoshi dake ga
watashitachi wo miteta...

時の中　運命（さだめ）に巻かれ
舞う羽が願う明日へ
Wishin' for my love　美しく飛ぶから
そっと微笑んでキスをして
どこに消えてゆくの？　優しい声

In the midst of time, we were entwined by destiny.
The dancing feathers are heading towards our desired tomorrow.
Wishin' for my love, I will fly beautifully.
Give me a gentle smile and kiss me.
Where are you going? That gentle voice of yours.

toki no naka, sadame ni makare
mau hane ga negau asu e
Wishin' for my love, utsukushiku tobu kara
sotto hohoende KISS wo shite
doko ni kieteyuku no? yasashii koe

見上げれば　君が空だった
舞う羽が夢だったよ
Wishin' for my love　美しく飛ぶから
駆け抜けた蒼の時代を
忘れない思い出にして
その胸を飾ればいい
Search for my life　またいつか会えるね
透明な瞳を愛してたよ
今はそれぞれの道　進む“RESTARTING”

When I looked up, you were my sky.
The dancing feathers were a dream.
Wishin' for my love, I will fly beautifully.
Turn the sky blue times we passed by,
Into unforgettable memories,
And adorn them on your chest.
Search for my life, we will meet again someday.
I loved your clear eyes.
Now we are on different paths, making our way to "RESTARTING"

miagereba, kimi ga sora datta
mau hane ga yume datta yo
Wishin' for my love, utsushiku tobu kara
kakenuketa ao no jidai wo
wasurenai omoide ni shite
sono mune wo kazareba ii
Search for my life, mata itsuka aeru ne
toumei na hitomi wo aishiteta y
ima wa sorezore no michi, susumu "RESTARTING"


I don't know why it's so hard to forget you, L.

dgm ep103

2008-10-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

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D.Gray man fan art......

2008-10-01T13:20:00.000-07:00

awwww, ain't they cute.... not drawn by me, but i assure you, mine's coming right up...........

Katsura Hoshino, Creator of D.Gray-man

2008-09-22T11:26:00.000-07:00

This is Katsura Hoshino in the flesh, omg, she's pretty.

D.Gray-Man anime fan book, is out!

2008-09-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

The D.Gray-man anime fanbook is here,
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH,
I'm definitely gonna buy it.......
Maybe on the 29th, when I'm off to KKH for my Pyschiartrist appointment...........
Cover your ears, readers, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH,
Can't wait.......

,L

2008-09-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

Just looking at you pass me by,
Hurts more looking at you,
Than telling you how much i like you.....
You'll never know that .......
Somewhere out there
There's a girl that likes you,

My love,

2008-09-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

Her wings were clipped,
She fell to the ground.

Not remembering a single thing,
She saw him,
The boy that is the faintest in her memories,

He stretched out his hand,
And said, " I'm here to help,
Do not fear,
I'll be right here ,
With You, "

He was there,
Helping her,
Yet,
She can't retrieve any memories of him in herself,

He didn't ask for anything much,
He just want to be by her side,

.... poem, first half....

Lyrics to Still i love you.......

2008-09-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

Plastic Lies　みつめるだけで満たされた
Paper Heart　あの頃には戻れないから…

Plastic Lies, I'm contented just looking at you.
Paper Heart, we can no longer return to those times...

Plastic Lies mitsumeru dake de mitasareta
Paper Heart ano koro niwa modorenai kara...

ひと目　あなたに逢うたくて　声が聴きたくて
駆け抜けた街角で　息を止めた
月が照らすふたりの影　不意に重なって
立ちすくむ　永遠より長い一瞬

I want to meet you and hear your voice once more.
At the street corner I passed, I stopped breathing.
The shadows of two cast by the moonlight, overlap by chance.
Longer than a rooted eternity, that single moment.

hitome anata ni aitakute koe ga kikitakute
kakenuketa machikado de iki wo tometa
tsuki ga terasu futari no kage fui ni kasanatte
tachisukumu eien yori nagai isshun

いつも　あなたの隣で　はしゃぐ私がいたよね
ひとつ　またひとつ消える　私だけの場所

Always being with you, I was in high spirits.
But one by one they disappear, the places that belonged only to me.

itsumo anata no tonari de hashagu watashi ga ita yo ne
hitotsu mata hitotsu kieru watashi dake no basho

Plastic　Lies　みつめるよりは幸せと
Paper　Heart　自分についた嘘が騒ぐ
情けないほどに　愛してる
やり場のない情熱だけ残った

Plastic Lies, I said I was happy just looking at you.
Paper Heart, I kept lying about my feelings.
I love you so much I'm ashamed.
Only passions without shelter remained.

Plastic Lies mitsumeru yori wa shiawase to
Paper Heart jibun ni tsuita uso ga sawagu
nasakenai hodo ni aishiteru
yariba no nai jounetsu dake nokotta

きっと誰もが臆病な　素顔隠すため
無理に笑う事ばかり　上手くなるね
時が経てば忘れられる　そんななぐさめも
虚しいほど本気だって　気付けなかった

People are probably hiding their true cowardly selves,
And become used to forcing themselves to laugh.
As time passes people can forget, even that comforting touch.
I did not realize that I was serious about you, even if in vain.

kitto daremo ga okubyou na sugao kakusu tame
muri ni warau koto bakari umaku nara ne
toki ga tateba wasurerareru sonna nagusame mo
munashii hodo honki datte kidzukenakatta

どこへ逃げても苦しい　思い出ばかり溢れて
無口すぎる優しさが　今は罪になる

It's painful no matter where I run to, the memories keep resurfacing.
That all too reserved gentleness, has now become my sin.

doko e nigetemo kurushii omoide bakari afurete
mukuchi sugiru yasashisa ga ima wa tsumi ni naru

Plastic Night　フェンス越しの夜空に見た
Paper moon　冷たい月明かりに嘆く
打ち寄るうねりにより暗く
揺れる想い抱きしめて叫ぶの

Plastic Night, I saw the night sky beyond the fence.
Paper Moon, I grieve under the cold moonlight,
Though it's darker than the waves hitting the shore,
I will embrace and cry out that fleeting emotion

Plastic Night fensu-goshi no yozora ni mita
Paper Moon tsumetai tsukiakari ni nageku
uchiyoseru uneri yori kuraku
yureru omoi dakishimete sakebu no

Still I love you.........

- because the past cuts too deep, and i still love you, that's why......

My last post to you, L,

2008-08-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

大好きなひとよいつもいつまでも探してしまう

You, L, may not be.........
The one,
Ceased to feel your existence in my life,
I'm letting you go,

I can't hold on to you,
Forever,
But, at least,
I'll leave with a honoured ending,

You were my light,
But, I no longer feel your warmth,

Thanks for the memories,

- Ganbatte Kudasai, ne , L!

2008-08-22T11:13:00.000-07:00

You Are a Ham Sandwich

You are quiet, understated, and a great comfort to all of your friends.

Over time, you have proven yourself as loyal and steadfast.

And you are by no means boring. You do well in any situation - from fancy to laid back.

Your best friend: The Turkey Sandwich

Your mortal enemy: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

ham's my fave.... haha......

You Are a Henna Gaijin!

You're not Japanese, but you wish you were!

You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji.

You even answer your phone "moshi moshi."

While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope.

Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese hotties worshipping you.

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

Haha, so true...... haha......

You Are Cherry Garcia Ice Cream

You're the coolest cat around, but too laid back to let it get to your head

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

my fave flavour, - never tried it before but love the name -

You Are Garlic

Of all the spice types, you are the most universally loved.

You get long with pretty much everyone, and you leave a lasting impression.

You adapt yourself well to situations. You can fit in or stand out, depending on what you're called on to do.

What Spice Are You?

Hmm, garlic eh?

You Are Barbeque Sauce

You are a social person. You enjoy cooking for other people.

You are both skillful and competitive. You enjoy mastering hard tasks.

You appreciate complexity more than simplicity.

Your taste in food tends to lean toward interesting flavors.

You appreciate exotic spice combinations. You tend to like cutting edge, fusion cuisine.

You get along with all personalities from a distance. Except salsa personalities, who always seem to annoy you.

What Condiment Are You?

BBQ sauce....... Etto, I don't know what to say......

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.

But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

7up, mmmm, i like......

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You are an incredibly modest person. You don't feel comfortable bragging about yourself... or even receiving complements.

You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask.

You are a serious and contemplative person. You definitely do your own thing in life.

The Ice Cream Personality Test

i see.....

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory.

You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally.

You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path.

In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward.

Your fortune:

There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others.

You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces.

You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong.

You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

What Tarot Card Are You?

This is very true.........

You Are From Pluto

You are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe.

You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart.

You love change and you use it to your advantage, whether by choice or chance.

You don't like to compromise, to the point of being self-destructive with your stubborness.

Live life with love, and your deep powers will open the world to you.

What Planet Are You From?

ditto......

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious.

Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Haha,

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses

You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time.

You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion.

You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through.

You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable.

At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations.

You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

- nods -

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.

And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.

You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.

While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.

Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.

You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

if this is real, then JX should be red......

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.

Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Rain, hmmm, i love rain

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

...............

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

You Are 98% Creative

You are an incredibly creative person. For you, there are no bounds or limits to your creativity.

Your next creation could be something very great... Or at least very cool!

How Creative Are You?

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

Your Mind is Purple

Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic.

You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.

Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Mind?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.

You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.

You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.

You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.

Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.

You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.

You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperament Are You?

My Current favourite song.... Lost my Music

2008-08-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

Lost My Music - Aya Hirano

星空見上げ　私だけのヒカリ教えて
あなたはいまどこで　誰といるのでしょう？

I look up at the starry sky and ask my own little light to tell me
Where are you right now? Who's with you right now?

hoshizora miage watashi dake no HIKARI oshiete
anata wa ima doko de dare to iru no deshou?

楽しくしてるコト思うと　さみしくなって
一緒に観たシネマひとりきりで流す

Thinking of all the fun we used to have only makes me lonely
I watch that movie we saw together on my own

tanoshiku shiteru koto omou to samishiku natte
issho ni mita SHINEMA hitorikiri de nagasu

大好きなひとが遠い
遠すぎて泣きたくなるの
あした目が覚めたら
ほら希望が生まれるかも　Good night!

The one I love is faraway
Too faraway and I feel like crying
When I wake up tomorrow
Look, hope just might be born, Good night!

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
とまらないのよ　Hi!!

I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I won’t stop, Hi!!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomaranai no yo Hey!!

眠りのふちで　ユメがくれる想い出の　One day
あなたの言葉には　少しウソがあった

In the depths of my slumber, my dream gives my memories a ‘One day’
And there were some lies in your words

nemuri no fuchi de YUME ga kureru omoi de no One day
anata no kotoba ni wa sukoshi USO ga atta

離さないよとキミだけだと
抱きしめたのに
約束がフワリと暗い夜に消えた

Even though you embraced me
Saying, “I won’t let go” and “I’m only yours”
The promise softly disappeared in the dark night

hanasanai yo to KIMI dake da to
dakishimeta no ni
yakusoku ga FUWARI to kurai yoru ni kieta

大好きなひとよいつも
いつまでも探してしまう
きっと目が覚めても
まだ幻を感じたい　Morning

I’m forever searching for
The person who I love
I’m sure that even when I wake up
I’ll still want to feel the illusion, Morning

daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
もう違えないの？　No!

I lost I lost I lost you!
While making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
Can’t we meet anymore? No!

I lost I lost I lost you!
While making making my music!
I lost I lost I lost you!
mou aenai no? No!

大好きなひとが遠い
遠すぎて泣きたくなるの
あした目が覚めたら
ほら希望が生まれるかも　Good night!

The one I love is faraway
Too faraway and I feel like crying
When I wake up tomorrow
Look, hope just might be born, Good night!

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night

大好きなひとが遠い
遠すぎて泣きたくなるの
きっと目が覚めても
まだ幻を感じたい　Morning

The one I love is faraway
Too faraway and I feel like crying
I’m sure that even when I wake up
I’ll still want to feel the illusion, Morning

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
とまらないのよ
I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
もた違えるよね？　ね!!

I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I won’t stop
I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
We can meet again, right? Right!!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomaranai no yo
I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
mada aeru yo ne? ne!

- you might be si far away, but watashi wa totemo totemo daisuki desu, and nothing can change that......... -

random blogthings

2008-08-16T14:24:00.000-07:00

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are an Optimist

You definitely see the sunny side of life, even when things aren't going so great.

And while you may not be a realist, your optimism has really improved your quality of life.

You have the energy to take charge, solve your problems, and enjoy life for what it is.

Optimists are happier and healthier - so keep thinking positive!

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Bold and daring, you're not afraid to change your life if you think it needs an overhaul.

Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day.

Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.

Shy and private, you yearn for security.

You take relationships slowly.

You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are 93% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!

There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The 100 Question Purity Test

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.

People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.

You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.

Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

yuki nagato fan manga

2008-08-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

The Musician - song from DGM,

2008-08-15T05:10:00.000-07:00

そして坊やは　眠りについて
息衝く　灰の中の炎　ひとつ、ふたつと
浮かぶ　ふくらみ　愛しい横顔
大地に　垂るる　幾千の夢、夢
銀の瞳のゆらぐ夜に　生まれおちた輝くおまえ
幾億の年月が　いくつ　祈りを　土へ　還しても
ワタシは　祈り続ける
どうか　この子に　愛を
つないだ　手に　キスを

Then, the boy falls asleep
The flame inside the breathing ashes, and one by one
Many dear profile appears
Thousands of dreams drop to the Earth
On the night when silver eyes flicker, the shining you are born
Even though countless prayers are returned to the Earth by the (passing) millions of years
I will continue to pray
No matter what, shower this child with love
And kiss on the connected hands

Soshite bouyaha nemurini tsuite
Ikizuku haino nakano hono o hitotsu futatsuto
Ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Daichini taruru ikusenno yume, yume

Ginno hitomi no yuragu yoruni umareochita kagayaku omae
Ikuo kuno toshitsukiga
Ikutsu inoriwo tsuchihe kaeshitemo

Watashiha inorituzukeru
Mou kakonnokotoni ai

Soshite bouyaha nemurini tsuite
Ikizuku haino nakano hono o
Hitotsu, futatsuto ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Daichini taruru ikusenno yume, yume

Ginno hitomi no yuragu yoruni
Umareochita kagayaku omae ikuo kuno toshitsukiga
Ikutsu inoriwo tsuchihe kaeshitemo
Watashiha inorituzukeru mou kakonnokotoni aiwo
Tsunaidateni kisuwo

- Allen's the 14th Noah temo, ore wa shinjite.............

quiz

2008-08-11T10:12:00.001-07:00

2008-08-08T14:07:00.000-07:00

towards L, i just want to tell him, Ganbatte,
- still can't let him go-
difficult-

休憩時間10分 LYRICS, , and my outlook towards school life... haha

2008-07-31T07:46:00.000-07:00

勉強キライ　おしゃべり大好き
sin cos tan(サインコサインタンジェント)…
あぁ　いったい何のため?
むずかしいでしょ　先生!
テスト前にいつも後悔
　そんな高校生活

I hate studying, I love chatting
sin cos tan...
Ah, what in the world are those for?
Aren't they tough? Teacher!
I always regret before a test; that's my high school life

Benkyou Kirai, oshaberi daisuki
SINE, COSINE, TANGENT
Ah ittai nan no tame
Muzukashi deshou sensei
TESTO mae ni itsumo koukai
Sonna koukou SAY~ CUT

休憩時間10分　いろんなことしたくなる
授業終わってるのに前で
質問する人「よくやるわ」

During a 10-minute break time, I want to do various things
Even though class is over, in front of me
The people who ask questions "do it often"

Kyuukei jikan juppun
Iron na koto shitaku naru
Jugyou wo owatteru no ni mae de
Shitsumon suru hito
(yoku yaru wa)

鏡さえあれば安心
“メイクばっちり、おめめパッチリ”
ホラ振り返れば　髪を巻いてる　娘(こ)もいるし

If only I had a mirror, then I'd feel calm
"My make-up is perfect, my eyes are bright"
Hey, if you look back, there's a girl with curled hair

Kagami sae areba anshin
"Meeku bacchiri, omeme pacchiri"
Hora furikaereba kami wo maiteru ko mo irushi

勉強キライ　体育はまあまあ好き
バスケ・バレーにテニス　え?　今日は持久走
そりゃないでしょ　先生!
あぶら浮くし筋肉痛はイヤ
そんな花の女子高生です

I hate studying, I like P.E. somewhat
Basketball, volleyball, and tennis- Huh? An endurance run today
Say it ain't so, teacher!
My fat shows up and I don't want muscular pain
I'm such a blossoming high school girl

Benkyou kirai taiiku wa maamaa suki
Basuke bare~ ni TENNISU eh
kyou wa jikyuusou sorya nai deshou sensei
Abura ukushi kinnikutsuu wa iya
Sonna hana no joshikousei desu

休憩時間10分　あっという間に終わっちゃう
チャイムが鳴っても気にしない
無限のバカ話　「彼氏ほしー。」

A 10-minute break ends in a split second
Even if the chime rings, I don't mind
In infinite foolish talk, "I want a boyfriend."

Kyuukei jikan juppun ato yuu ma ni owacchau
Chaimu ga natte mo kinishinai
Mugen no bakabanashi
(kareshi hoshii..)

ヒマさえあれば授業中も
メールに全力　すごい集中力
返事が遅くてイライラ　時計を見つめる

If only I had spare time during class
I'd go full-out at text messaging with amazing concentration
I get irritated when replies are slow, looking at the clock

Hima sae areba jugyouchuu mo
Meeru ni senryoku sugoi shuuchoryoku
Henji ga osokute iraira tokei wo mitsumeru

テストできない　裏には落書き
遺伝　組み換え　DNA…
Hもろくに知りません
ちょっと休めば?　先生
テスト期間はニキビが増える
　そんな青春生活

I can't do tests, I doodle on the back
Hereditary, recombination, DNA...
I don't even know H well enough
Can I rest for a while? Teacher
My pimples increase during test season; that is youth life

TESTO dekinai ura ni wa rakugai idenku mikae DNA eh
mo roku ni shirimasen chotto yasumeba Sensei
TESTO kikan wa nikibi ga fueru sonna seishun SAY~ CUT

恋もしたい　お金もそりゃ欲しい
レジ打ち&ファミレス　バイトかけもち当たり前
人生には○をチョーダイ
テスト期間はシフト入れない
そんな律儀なアタシです

I want to fall in love, I want money, too
It's common to punch away at a cash register and hold a part-time job at a family restaurant
Please give me a 'Correct' mark on my life
I can't enter shifts during test season
I'm such an honest person

Koi mo shitai okane mo sorya hoshii
Reji uchi ando fumi desu baito kake mochi atarimae
Jinsei ni wa maru wo choudai TESTO kikan wa SHIFTO irenai
Sonna richigi wa atashi desu

休憩時間10分　未来の地図を
せっせと描こう

During a 10-minute break, I'll diligently draw
The map of the future

Kyuukei jikan juppun
Mirai no chizu wo sesse tou kakou

2008-07-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

how's L?
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
he's good. fine i guess.
* Reverie * Let me go, fly away, drifting along with the wind......... says:
mmmm, that's good, to tell you the truth, i kinda miss him a lot........
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
its been half the year alrdy
* Reverie * Let me go, fly away, drifting along with the wind......... says:
yea.... but still hard......... sigh........
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
its okay
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
you'll find somebody someday.
* Reverie * Let me go, fly away, drifting along with the wind......... says:
yea, i know,
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
there's a prince out there somewhere for every girl. maybe not now, but later.
* Reverie * Let me go, fly away, drifting along with the wind......... says:
i guess you're right
-ƒåz£úñ]] revisiting the Piano; if we were a movie says:
yeah. so now is not the time to be so obsessed with love. im not saying we cant fall in love, cus thats a feeling we cant control. but we shouldnt dwell on it for so long until it affects our studies. its not worth it. our education only comes once in our life so we have to make the most of it and work hard. better work hard now, get headaches and stress, than regret for life later. isnt it?

the above was a messaging session with my friend, Fazlun,

My memories, I want to keep them forever in me............

2008-07-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

There are certain things and memories I won't let go,
Those of certain someone(s) and me,
Those of the sweet,
And those of the bitter,
The memories they leave behind,
Are nothing short of Fantastic,
Like, my first time playing Spin the Bottle,
And I keep on getting you, S,
The fluttering of my heart,
And the blush on my face,

Those,
Without a doubt ,
Will last me a lifetime of reminiscing,

But, I will still miss you............

Pictures from Cosfest 2008

2008-07-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, Thanks Badrul, hehe, me so happy

Sousei no Aquarion Song lyrics

2008-07-18T11:46:00.001-07:00

世界の始まりの日　生命（いのち）の樹の下で
くじらたちの声の遠い残響　二人で聞いた

Sekai no hajimari no hi
inochi no ki no shita de
Kujira-tachi no koe no
tooi zankyou futari de kiita

On the day the world begin, beneath the tree of life
We two heard the distant echoes of the whales' voices

失くしたものすべて　愛したものすべて
この手に抱きしめて　現在（いま）は何処（どこ）を彷徨（さまよ）い行くの

All the things I've lost, all the things I've loved
Embraced in these hands, where do they wander now?

Nakushita mono subete
Aishita mono subete
Kono te ni dakishimete
Ima wa doko wo samayoi iku no

答えの潜む琥珀の太陽
出会わなければ　殺戮の天使でいられた
不死なる瞬き持つ魂
傷つかないで　僕の羽根
この気持ち知るため生まれてきた

The answers lie hidden the the amber sun
Had I not met you, I could not be an angel of slaughter
The glittering souls that wait become immortal
Don't hurt my wings
I came into being to know this feeling

Kotae no hisomu kohaku no taiyou
Deawana kereba satsuriku no tenshi de irareta
Fushinaru matataki motsu tamashii
Kizutsukanaide boku no Hane
Kono kimochi shiru tame umarete kita

＊一万年と二千年前から愛してる
　八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
　一億と二千年あとも愛してる
　君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

I've loved you since ten thousand years ago and two thousand more
After about eight thousand years had passed, you became more dear
I'll still love you after a hundred million years and two thousand more
Since the day I knew you the music has not died out in my hell

Ichimannen to nisennen mae kara aishiteru
Hassennen sugita koro kara motto koishikunatta
Ichioku to nisennen ato mo aishiteru
Kimi wo shitta sono hi kara boku no jigoku ni ongaku wa taenai

世界が終わる前に　生命（いのち）が終わる前に
眠る嘆きほどいて　君の薫り抱きしめたいよ

Before the world ends, before my life ends
Letting go of sleeping pride, I want to embrace your fragrance

Sekai ga owaru mae ni
Inochi ga owaru mae ni
Nemuru nageki hodoite
Kimi no kaori dakishimetai yo

耳すませた海神（わだつみ）の記憶
失意にのまれ立ち尽くす麗しき月
よみがえれ　永遠（とわ）に涸れぬ光
汚されないで　君の夢
祈り宿しながら生まれてきた

The memories of the sea god ended in my ears
The beautiful moon stands still, drowning in disappointment
Revive the light dried up in eternity
Don't stain your dreams
I came into being to carry these prayers

Mimisumaseta wadatsumi no kioku
Shitsui ni no mare tachi tsukusu uruwashiki tsuki
Yomigaere towa ni karenu hikari
Yogosarenai de kimi no yume
Inori yadoshinagara umaretekita

＊一万年と二千年前から愛してる
　八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
　一億と二千年あとも愛してる
　君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

I've loved you since ten thousand years ago and two thousand more
After about eight thousand years had passed, you became more dear
I'll still love you after a hundred million years and two thousand more
Since the day I knew you the music has not died out in my hell

Ichimannen to nisennen mae kara aishiteru
Hassennen sugita koro kara motto koishikunatta
Ichioku to nisennen ato mo aishiteru
Kimi wo shitta sono hi kara boku no jigoku ni ongaku wa taenai

君がくり返し大人になって
何度も何度も遠くへ行って
見守る僕が眠れない僕がくしゃくしゃになったとしても
君の名を歌うために…

You repeatedly become an adult
No matter how many times, how many times, you go far away
I watch over you, I can't sleep, even if I become disheartened
So that I may sing in your name...

Kimi ga kurikaeshi otona ni natte
Nandomo nandomo tooku he itte
Mimamoru boku ga nemurenai boku ga kushya kushya ni natta to shitemo

一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から
一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年たっても愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

I've loved you since ten thousand years ago and two thousand more
After about eight thousand years had passed, you became more dear
I'll still love you after a hundred million years and two thousand more
Since the day I knew you
I've loved you since ten thousand years ago and two thousand more
After about eight thousand years had passed, you became more dear
I'll still love you after a hundred million years and two thousand more pass by
Since the day I knew you the music has not died out in my hell

Ichimannen to nisennen mae kara aishiteru
Hassennen sugita koro kara motto koishikunatta
Ichioku to nisennen ato mo aishiteru
Kimi wo shitta sono hi kara
Ichimannen to nisennen mae kara aishiteru
Hassennen sugita koro kara motto koishikunatta
Ichioku to nisennen tatte mo aishiteru
Kimi wo shitta sono hi kara boku no jigoku ni ongaku wa taenai

New D.Gray-man song video and lyrics

2008-07-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

Heart mitaina kumo ga katachi kaeteku yoni
Like clouds in the shape of a heart change it's form

Itsuka wa boku mo kawaruno darou
I'll be changin' too someday

Shizunde mienaku nattemo
Like the sun is always there

Taiyou wa soko ni aruyou ni
Even though it went down

Tebanase nai yume dakara
I can't let the dream go

Ikusen no destinies
So I'll show you that

Unmei nante kaete miseru
I change even my thousands of destinies

Kono ryoute de Ima boku ni naniga dekiru kana?
What can I do for it with my these both hands now

Need you come inside

I am not helpless.

2008-06-20T16:31:00.000-07:00

Like Raindrops,
My tears fall,
Falling,
I saw them,
In a distance,
Chuckling,

Thinking,
That,
Her Life ,
Oh,
how pitiful can she be?
The boys look on,
- sniggles -

The girl,
Struggles to stand,
Her eyes,
Still brimming with tears,
Her hands,
Clutching on to her books,

She steps out,
Her face,
Illuminated by the sun,
Shining,
Her eyes,
Though,
Still brimming with tears,
Shows fierceness,

As this girl leaves the class,
For mother tongue lessons,
She vowed,
No matter how hard or difficult life is,
She'll stay strong,
And,
At the end of it all,
I'll be stronger

I am not afraid of whoever you are, mmmm

Dandelions

2008-06-20T15:49:00.000-07:00

Dandelions,
They never fail to amaze me,
What with their strong will to live,
Almost anywhere,

I took one in my hands,
The little white flower buds,
Looks like Angels are living on it,

I blew onto it,
Gently,
Watching as the white Angel-like spores fly,

Watching them fly,
Hoping,
That,
They'll send an Angel to you,

Hoping that,
Somewhere,
Out there,
They'll give you,
The Greatest gifts,
Life can ever give,

They'll give you,

Hope,
To be able to hope is to stay alive,

Love,
The Ability to Love and Accept the ones around you,

Dreams,
Without Dreams, Us, Humans will be mere creatures,
Just like the primates,

Choices,
There are more than 1 choice in life,
When one door shuts,
Another opens,

And,

Lastly,

Health,
For without health,
However are we going to realize our dreams?
However are we suppose to fight on,
To hope,

( To Hikari, the roads ahead might be rough and rocky, but, with, Determination and Strength, there's nothing you can't conquer, so Believe in yourself, search within yourself and you'll find it............ Love, Emily Chan )

So you wanna be a Noah?

2008-06-06T11:55:00.000-07:00

Hey! Random person! If you’re reading this, you want to be a Noah or you already are one, or you were bored! These are all the rules and guidelines of being a Noah, as told by my siblings themselves!
-Masquerade

Frequently asked question's:
Is Rhode a guy or a girl?
Rhode: I’m a girl you idiot's!!!!
Is Jasdero and/or Devito a girl?
JasDevi: NO!
Is Tyki Gay?
Tyki:...#>.<>Why does Skin like candy?
Skin: because I’m the Noah of wrath, i had frequent nightmares. When the genes of Noah awakened, Rhode gave me some candy so the pain was no longer unbearable.
Can i steal Tyki's top hat?
Tyki: no.
Are the Twin's (JasDevi) together?
Jasdevi: ....NO!
Rhode: what was with the belated response?
JasDevi...#>.< Can i send my bill's to JasDevi like cross did?
JasDevi: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rhode, do you really like Allen? Or do you just like torturing him?
Rhode: Allen? Where! Where is he?! *Fan girl squeal*
Who is the new noah in the latest chapter's?
All: that would be a spoiler.
Is Lulu Bell a Noah?
Lulu: Yes, did the anime confuse you?
wht are the are the name's of Tyki's human friend's?
Tyki: Crack, Momo and Eeaz.
Why did Jasdero keep the chicken that cross left behind?
Devit: yeah, why did you?
Jasdero: i liked it! beside's i was kinda in the mood for chicken....
Is the Earl a boy or girl?
Tyki:...the Earl as a girl?
Rhode: creepy.....
Skinn:....not sweet.
Lulu Bell: the truth is... we don't really know.....
all: *shudder's* creepy.
is Lulu Bell in love with the Earl or something?
Lulu Bell: umm... not in the way your thinking....
Rhode:..you are kinda weirdly devoted.....
Whty the hell did the Twin's have a Library for their room?
Rhode: *snicker's*
Devit: HEY!!!! is that suposed to mean that we're stupid?!?!!?
Jasdero: Not Cool, Not cool!!!
Tyki: you have failed to answer the question.
Rhode: yeah, why was it a library? you couldn't even help me with my home work. the answer to "who is the currant prime minister>" is not 5... -.-;
Jasdero: HEY!!!
Jasdevi: *start's aiming their gun's at the rest of the noah*
where does the electricity spout from on skinn...?
Skin...somethingtell's me your getting a very wrong idea from that question....
Rhode: wrong idea? what do you mean Skinn?
Tyki: *tackel's Skinn and cover's is mouth as he is about to answer.*
Jasdevi: *laughter*
Rhode: .....?
Masq:...you failed to answer the origanal question.....
Why does Tyki love butterfly's so much?
Tyki: love?
Rhode: it's 'cause you kissed a Teez before 'killing' Allen....
Devit: EPIC PHAIL!!!!
Tyki: last time i checked you weren't one to talk.....
Jasdero: oi! stop it!
Masq: your not answering the quesion again guy's......
hey, Tyki! how is it that your hair NEVER sit's still? you have some guy with a wind machine followng you around?
Tyki: what kind of ridiculus question is that?
Rhode: *evil smirk* yes Tyki.... IS there some guy with a wind machine?
Tyki: SHUT UP!!!
Masq: ANSWER THE GOD DAMN QUESTION'S!!!!!!
What do Jasdero and Devit do for a living in their white forms?
Devit: we rob banks!
Jasdero: yeah, yeah!!! hee!!
Tyki: *blink's* i thought that you guy's worked as clown at birthday party's.....
Jasdevi: BAKA TYKI!!!!!!
what kind of hair dye does Lulu Bell use to keep it so blonde?
Lulu Bell: I'm a natural blonde.
Rhode: reeealy?
Tyki: *hold's up bottle of hair dye* wow, it's called Natural Blonde.
Where did the twin's get ther guns? (and with what money?)
Jasdevi: if we told you we'd have to kill you.
Rhode: *roll's eye's* they stole money from the earl and got theit butt's kicked for it.
Jasdevi: shut up!
Rhode: *evil glint in eye's*
will akuma do ANYTHING the noah tell them to?
Tyki: they aren't all that smart, so if they understand it then probably.
Rhode: unless they recived more important order's fro the earl i'm willing to bet they will.
Skinn: they have no sense of taste...so not sweet.....
If the clan of Noah is Ritch, how come Jasdevi didn't just pay the bills instead of tormenting Allen?
Jasdevi:....
Tyki: it's beacuse they didn't think of that.
Rhode: and you wondered why we were surprised that your room was a library.

Tyki: I will be telling you the rules.

~rules~
1. You are not allowed to make fun of, or attempt to kill JasDevi.....
Tyki: #>.<>2. For safety reason's, you are not allowed to ask any Noah their gender.
3. NEVER leave JasDevi unattended when they are bored.
4. Also, for reasons of safety, don't get Rhode angry. (This may result in, loss of limb, broken bones, missing eye's, laceration's, concussion’s, candle's suck in your arm's, burn's resulting from hot wax, insanity, or death.)
JasDevi: *pull's out candle from arm*
5. Do NOT, I repeat, NOT send the twin's ANY of crosses bill's.
6. Don’t treat Lulu Bell like a cat.
Lulu Bell: *hisses*
Tyki: your not helping Lulu....
7. No, I will not marry you!
8. Don't piss off the earl.
9. Do not leave exorcist Allen walker anywhere near any of the Noah. May result in death.
10. Also for safety, do NOT lock Allen in a room with Rhode. Thought funny, it's not healthy.
11. Please refrain from mentioning the name ‘C-r-o-s-s’ around JasDevi.
12. Please don't give Skin any sour candy.... #>.< 13. STAY AWAY FROM YU KANDA AT ALL COSTS!!!! Tyki: thank you Skinn.
14. Don't call the millennium earl ‘f-a-t’.
15. Though funny, Lero is not a surfboard.
16. Don’t try to drown Lero. As difficult as it may be to believe, he is an important tool.
17. No, the earl will NOT let you takel him randomly.
18. No skipping school to torment exorcists. (That’s right, I’m talking to YOU, Rhode)
19. Please don't waste akuma by killing them.... Skin.
20. The song "Barbie is a bitch" is strictly prohibited.
21. The song "if you were gay" is banned
22. Rhode looks nothing like that one guy from DBZ
23. Stay away from Rhode's candy stash (yes Skin this mean's you)
24. No, i am not seeing Allen walker, and no, I let him win that game of poker!
Rhode: riiiiiight.
25. Lulu Bell and I are NOT together; she's my sister, you pervs!
26. No, they do not mean anything naughty when the call me the ' pleasure of noah'
27. The twins are not allowed in anyone's room but their own.
28. Please, do NOT dye Skin’s clothing or mine pink. We WILL kill you.
29. if you go after Allen Walker, expect Rhode to try and Kill you.
30.you are not alowed to sing ANY song's from Avanue Q around any of us.
31.Don't make AMV's that claim any of us are a differnt gender than we actually are.
32. Please don't call Rhode a fangirl.
32. Don't lock JasDevi in a room full of chicken's.
33. Don't mention Mimi around LuluBell, it may not look like it, but she will go into depressed mode.
34. please don't raid anyone's closet.
35. do NOT try to get the Twin's to dress like normal human beings.
36. Refrain from metioning the incident that happened on the train...
37. NEVER speek the word 'debts' the twin's will get upset.
38. don't go around pointing out anyone's past failure's in kill any exorcist in particular. only i ama lowed to do that.
39. don't prank call Rhode and tell her Allen's coming over to visit.
40. do your own homework!! (yes Rhode, i mean you.)
~Lord Tyki Mikk

Deviantart

2008-06-06T11:26:00.000-07:00

Recalling the past,
Looking at myself in the mirror,
Something I hated to do,
I hated myself,
And hated who I have become,

But,
Now,
I know,
Even though,
I'm not perfect,
I still love who I am,
And who I have become
I have time to change,
Till,
I reach my deepest dream

Like flowers that bloom every spring,
I'll fulfil my dream....................... no matter what.

Allen Walker , things to know....

2008-06-04T10:06:00.000-07:00

Allen Walker: The Users guide and Instruction Manual

Congratulations! You are now the proud owner of an ALLEN WALKER unit! So that you may reap in the full benefits of owning this charming figure, please read these instructions carefully, and follow them closely, for not doing so will result in a very emo ALLEN WALKER unit, and possibly destruction.

Basic Information:

Name: Allen Walker/Moyashi/Bean sprout

Age: 15

Place of Manufacture: England

Height: 168 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Module Type: Cute

Your ALLEN WALKER unit will come with the following accessories:

One Long-sleeved hooded exorcist’s coat

One tight-fitting zipper-sleeved enhanced exorcist’s coat

Two pairs of uniform pants

Two pairs of knee-high boots

Three pairs of white gloves

One Crown Clown (with multiple forms)

One Cursed eye

One red coat

Two vests

Three white button-up shirts

One red Ribbon

TIMCAMPY unit sold separately

When you first receive your ALLEN WALKER unit, he will be hungry, and food-crazed. He may also seem to be polite to the point where he’s distant. Feed your ALLEN WALKER unit everything in your fridge, that should take care of his hunger. It will take a bit of TLC before he stops being distant though. ALLEN WALKER units are not meant for anti-social people who hate sweet, or naive people with Martyrs complexes. ALLEN WALKER units are also not meant for people who don’t have the money to support his horrifyingly large appetite. Also, if you have a CROSS MARIAN or KANDA YUU figure, you are advised not to purchase an ALLEN WALKER figure.

Programming:

Your ALLEN WALKER unit is a social unit, that works well with other people and units, except KANDA YUU units. As such, he has many useful programs:

Exorcist: your ALLEN WALKER unit is an excellent exorcist, who can fight well with any unit in the EXORCIST/GENERAL subdivisions. He Also has the unique ability to control the ARK accessories that come with the NOAH units. His innocence, the Crown Clown is a unit accessory that evolves quickly, and has a form for anything! If you suspect you have an AKUMA infestation, his cursed eye accessory will put your worries to rest! ALLEN WALKER units are the most promising of the EXORCIST units!

Communicator: Are you the shy, awkward person who always sits in the back of the room, who can never get their ideas across? Well, you could definitely use an ALLEN WALKER unit then! His communication skills are great, and because of his travels with the CROSS MARIAN unit, he knows a great many languages! Also, his charisma helps sway people’s opinions in your favor! Also, with the usage of his special cuteness beams, he can melt anyone’s heart (except a KANDA YUU unit’s) and make them bend to his will.

Motivational speaker: Feeling down? Have some horribly depressing past that you just can’t get over? Are you so angsty that it makes Prozac pills sad? Worry not because your ALLEN WALKER unit knows just how to cheer you up! With his smiles and laughter, and all the right words, ALLEN WALKER units will make you feel better in no time! His past is so tragic it’ll make you glad you’re not him, and the way he smiles through it all will make you determined to become a better you! He’s also very good with speeches.

Poker demon: Up for a challenging game of cards? Think you have all the tricks of poker figured out and want to test your skill? Maybe you want to learn a few tricks, or you want to swindle a few unsuspecting people out of their money? Well, the ALLEN WALKER unit can do that all and then some! With his amazing skill and poker face, he can one-up even the most skilled poker players, you’ll always leave the table with pockets exploding with cash!

Worker: ALLEN WALKER units are extremely expensive to take care of, with their extremely large appetites and tendency to destroy stuff, (especially when fighting...) But, fear not, for he is a dedicated worker and is willing to work to pay for himself. However, if he’s working to pay off your debts, your ALLEN WALKER figure will probably end up resenting you.

You’re ALLEN WALKER unit comes with 10 different modes:

Polite (default)

Kind

Happy

Poker

Hungry

Angsty

Demonically Angry

Martyr Complex

Sympathetic

Accidently Sexy

Please take note: There are two sides to you’re ALLEN WALKER unit’s default mode. He can be polite and kind, or coldly polite. It’s not all the difficult to tell the two apart.

When your ALLEN WALKER unit is in Poker, Accidentally Sexy, or (depending on your personal tastes) Demonically Angry mode, his natural cuteness wears off, and gains sex appeal in it’s place. When this time comes, you are advised to keep a tissue box with you, and a blood transfusion, just in case.

While in Demonically Angry mode, ALLEN WALKER units get extremely destructive, you’re house might not survive. We suggest taking him to the nearest school when he enters this mode, because that gets one annoying establishment out of the way. His Demonically Angry mode is usually triggered when a friend is hurt by an AKUMA, MILLENNIUM EARL, or NOAH figure. If your ALLEN WALKER unit is having a bad day, being called Moyashi or Bean sprout can also force him into a lower level of this mode.

When your unit enters Angsty mode, he has a tendency to bring everyone down. If you own a MIRANDA LOTTO or ARYSTAR KRORY unit, you may want to keep these two away during this time, as they both would probably blame themselves for his down and it all goes downhill from there. However, when in Happy mode, he brings everyone else up. Keeping him in this mode will also prevent him from binge eating, and if you thought his regular was a lot then...you were wrong.

When ALLEN WALKER is in Hungry mode, he can easily eat through your entire pay check in an hour. It would be in your best interest to save up for when he is in this mode, and keep a JERRY model around.

Your ALLEN WALKER unit comes with a Martyr Complex mode, you should never let him fight while in this mode, because he probably will end up a martyr, or seriously injured.

Relations with other units:

The D.GRAY-MAN collection is split into multiple divisions. ALLEN WALKER units are part of the BLACK ORDER division, subdivision EXORCIST.

Interaction with other EXORCIST units:

KANDA YUU: These two units hate each other, and you’re an idiot for purchasing both. However, your ALLEN WALKER figure will attempt to work civilly with this unit, and usually enters Polite: Cold mode while around him. They make a decent fighting team, despite how their programs clash. A KANDA YUU unit will protect your ALLEN WALKER unit. Your ALLEN WALKER unit may try to steal KANDA YUU unit’s soba, just to piss him off. These two units often fight over the littlest things, which usually results in mass destruction. It costs a depressing amount of money to own an ALLEN WALKER figure, but luckily, he is willing to work to pay you back. When these two are together, it is best to have a LENALEE LEE figure around.

LAVI: the ALLEN WALKER unit gets along extremely well with this unit, and they often pick on KANDA YUU units together. Your ALLEN WALKER unit also tends to keep LAVI units serious, and keep his eyes off of women, and can keep LAVI units from going into Flirt mode. He can also snap LAVI units out of his “Dirk” mode, and bring him back to being “Lavi”. These two units fight very well together, and get along naturally. Also, when these two units are together they have a tendency to hang all over each other, and while that may incite jealousy in a few buyers, Shonen-ai fangirls will have fun insinuating anything their hearts desire.

LENALEE LEE: ALLEN WALKER units will go through many different modes while with this unit. More often than not though, you can find him in Kind or Accidentally Sexy mode around her (lucky unit...). LENALEE LEE units are perfect for snapping ALLEN WALKER units out of Demonically Angry and Martyr complex modes. She will also save him from KOMLIN units, and KOMUI LEE units when need be. LENALEE LEE units will also make ALLEN WALKER units go into Sympathetic mode when KOMUI units are woken up.

ARYSTAR KRORY: ALLEN WALKER units tend to stay in polite and sympathetic modes while with this unit. ARYSTAR KRORY units tend to look up to ALLEN WALKER units. They fight well together, and often times ALLEN WALKER units have to enter Poker mode to Save ARYSTAR KRORY units.

MIRANDA LOTTO: This figure works very well with ALLEN WALKER units, and often incites his sympathy mode. They work well together, and MIRANDA LOTTO is often in need of his Motivational speaking mode.

CROSS MARIAN: Your ALLEN WALKER unit is terrified of this unit, and it’s debts. Please, for the sake of your ALLEN WALKER unit, don’t put these two together, or the CROSS MARIAN unit will steal him away and use him to pay off debts.

Interactions with BLACK ORDER units:

KOMUI LEE: The ALLEN WALKER unit will usually be Polite and Kind to this figure, though when a KOMUI LEE figure is paired with a KOMLIN unit (KOMLIN sold separately), he will often cause ALLEN WALKER units to go into a low-level version of Demonically Angry mode. KOMUI LEE units in Sister complex mode will make ALLEN WALKER units go into Sympathetic mode around LENALEE LEE units.

JERRY: ALLEN WALKER units practically worship JERRY units, for their cooking abilities. Having a JERRY unit around would make for a very happy Moyashi.

SCIENCE DEPARTMENT units: Allen almost always feel sympathy towards these poor Units, and is always polite to them. When they are hurt he will enter his Demonically Angry mode.

interactions with NOAH units:

MILLENNIUM EARL: ALLEN WALKER units hate MILLENNIUM EARL units more than any other unit in the D.GRAY-MAN collection. Without thinking about the consequences, your ALLEN WALKER unit will engage in battle with MILLENNIUM EARL units. Keep them away from each other.

TYKI MIKK: ALLEN WALKER units can get along with this unit when it is in any of it’s White modes. However, when a TYKI MIKK unit is in a Black mode, they are complete enemies. ALLEN WALKER units will often be forced into Demonically angry or Poker mode around these units. ALLEN WALKER units can also force this unit into Full Noah mode, in which case you will need a construction crew, medic team, and a CROSS MARIAN unit, this is the only time we advise you to put a CROSS MARIAN unit near an ALLEN WALKER unit.

RHODE CAMELOT: RHODE CAMELOT units love ALLEN WALKER units, but it’s one-sided, and a fickle love. RHODE CAMELOT units also have a tendency to inflict mass amounts of damage on ALLEN WALKER units, and are very sadistic. For the sake of your ALLEN WALKER unit, keep him away from the smitten RHODE CAMELOT unit.

LULUBELL: After an incident with the SCIENCE DEPARTMENT units, ALLEN WALKER units now hate LULUBELL units. ALLEN WALKER units will enter Demonically angry mode around this NOAH unit.

AKUMA: ALLEN WALKER units destroy AKUMA units, and tend to go into Sympathy or Demonically Angry mode around them. ALLEN WALKER units are equipped with an eye that can see AKUMA unit soul accessories.

Cleaning:

Your ALLEN WALKER unit can wash itself, and due to his travels with a CROSS MARIAN unit, has a hang-up about being clean. Be sure to let him clean up when he needs to.

ALLEN WALKER units can also dry themselves, and are a bit shy and prude, please don’t attempt to help them.

Energy:

The ALLEN WALKER unit needs mass amounts of food to operate smoothly, and is a horrible cook. However, he will eat just about anything, and is the furthest thing from picky. Just cook everything in your refrigerator for him three times a day and you’ll be set.

Frequently asked questions:

Q. My ALLEN WALKER unit is so cute, can I go out with him?

A. Remember that he is only 15 years of age, and therefore a minor. If you are older than 18 it would be illegal for you to do so, but if you’re a minor, go for it.

Q. Um...I kinda want my figure to go a little yaoi with my [insert figure name here unit, is there any way to do that?

A. The Traditional figure tends to get a little slashy around LAVI figures, but if you want more than just that, or a different pairing, feel free to buy an ALLEN WALKER figure from the Yaoi/Yuri edition catalog. This unit (the MOYASHI-CHAN unit) comes with modes such as Seductive, overly-innocent, etc. And for a limited time only, you can get a special edition super rare Sadistic Seme unit!

Q. My unit is eating me out of house and home, is there a way I can lessen his appetite?

A. No. But if you’re having financial problems because of his eating habits, you can always put him to work!

Q. My unit’s Innocence keeps freaking out, what’s wrong with him?

A. There’s nothing wrong, it’s just evolving.

Q. Why does my unit keep going into Martyr complex mode?

A. Because that’s what ALLEN WALKER figures do. A LENALEE LEE figure could cure that.

Q. My ALLEN WALKER unit keeps flirting with other units, how do I make him stop?

A. He’s not flirting, he’s just stuck in Accidentally Sexy mode. It happens a lot. On those days, just keep him to yourself.

Troubleshooting:

Problem: He’s stuck in Martyr mode.

solution: Take him away from any and all NOAH units, they tend to inspire this kinda thing in ALLEN WALKER units. Get a LENALEE LEE unit to straighten him out. A LAVI unit will cheer him up, and a KANDA YUU unit will push him into a Polite: Cold mode.

Problem: He’s starting to turn Noah.

Solution: You’ve unlocked a secret mode on you ALLEN WALKER unit. (not so secret now, is it?) There’s nothing wrong with him, he’s just getting more and more awesome.

Problem: His eye is not working.

Solution: Did you let him get too close to a RHODE CAMELOT unit? She probably had something to do with it. It’ll heal, and it’ll be better the before, promise.

Problem: He’s starting to lose at poker.

Solution: Make him practice cheating more, and allow him to play any time he feels like it. If the problem doesn’t fix itself, there’s an internal problem and you might want to send him back.

-found in deviantart, so hilarious

Staying alive

2008-05-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

I, Love,
Anime, Manga, D.Gray-man,
Allen Walker, Lenalee,
GetBackers, Ginji Amano, Matantei loki, Loki sama,
Jellyfish sushi, MISO soup, Mom's cooking,
Hikari-imoto-chan, Daisuke-niichan,
Badrul, Herman,
Vivian,
All of Coral's Drama Club,
Emma, Mommy,
and my lovely L,

I, Who holds on to these things and people, more than ever, I, Who might one day, Never see, taste, smell, feel or hear, Them again,

I,
Hate,
Bullies,
Fried stuff,
and more......

But one day,
My life would come to a screeching end,

So when that day comes,
Please,
Don't cry for me,
I wish i had done certain things differently,
But, it would be... too late.....

To,
Dad, I wish, That you would return home, And end it all with her, Though, I hated you, And your mental and physical abuse, But, I want you to know, I love you, You, and your bike rides with me, You, and your morning jogs, You, Buying Fishball noodles, As Breakfast, Every Sunday,
You and your random Bookshop trips with me,

To
Eileen,
If one day, you awake,
And notices that,
I'm no longer here on Earth,
Please,
Take my place,
In helping mum,
Emma ,
With their stuff,
I made your stuff, lost or spoilt,
But, you're still my sister,
I love you, always,

To,
Emma,
My sweet little angel,
Please smile,
Don't cry,
I'll be in your heart,
Remember,
The games we played,
On my room's bed,
Remember
The times,
We spent together,
Lastly,
Remember this,
I Love You Always,

Till, that day,
When the Grim Reaper comes Knocking on my door,
I will continue,
Staying alive,
Fulfilling my Dreams,
I won't give up,
Knowing that,
Somewhere out there,
There's someone who cares for me, and loves me,

Random Blogthings, hehe

2008-05-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.

You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

I see, nice, sigh......

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

Well, i agree totally at this...........

What Emily Chan Means

E is for Enchanting

M is for Mushy

I is for Innocent

L is for Lovesick

Y is for Yummy

C is for Captivating

H is for Happy

A is for Artistic

N is for Normal

What Does Your Name Mean?

Cute!

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.

You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...

Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.

To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

I think, this is really relevant

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

I... well,

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world

So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time

You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...

But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.

Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.

Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.

Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Yea, i really live in my own dream land, hehe.,

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.

You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.

People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.

But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Haha, lols

Coral Secondary School Song

2008-05-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

Lyrics of a song that's close to how I feel for L,l

2008-05-20T16:08:00.000-07:00

夕焼け空が染める街と　キミの横顔
何も想い　何を見つめ　何を感じているの？

yuuyake sora ga someru machi to kimi no yokogao
nani mo omoi, nani wo mitsume, nani wo kanjite iru no?

A city dyed by the sunset sky and your face from the side-
What are you thinking about, what are you looking at, what are you feeling?

例えばその先に
僕たちの明日が見えないなら
僕はキミの手を握り　
どこまでも駆けてゆくよ

tatoeba sono saki ni bokutachi no asu ga ni mienai nara
boku wa kimi no te wo nigiri, dokomade mo kakete yuku yo

For instance, if we can’t see our future ahead
Then I’ll grip your hand and we’ll run endlessly

笑顔と夢と愛しさと喜びを
取り戻して
今でも遅くない
カタチあるものそれだけが
ここにいる全てなんて
誰も責めないから

egao to yume to itoshisa to yorokobi wo tori motoshite
ima demo osokunai
katachi aru mono sore dake ga koko ni iru subete nante
dare mo semenai nara

Recover your smile and dreams and love and joys
It’s not too late even now
Because no one will blame you
For the physical things, that only those are the everything here

夕暮れ時は焦る心　忘れさせてく
忙しい流れを切って写真にした様で

yuugure toki wa aseru kokoro wasure saseteku
isogashii nagare wo kitte shashin ni shita you de

The time of dusk hurries by, making my heart forget
Like how I cut up a busy flow and turned it into a photo

この場所が好きだと話してた
キミの頬をつたう紅い涙
もう二度と
会えない予感がしてた

kono basho ga suki datto hanashiteta kimi no hoho wo tsutau akai namida
mou nidoto, aenai yokan ga shiteta

You told me that you love this place and red tears fell down your cheeks
I had a feeling that we wouldn’t ever be able to meet again

涙も嘘も悲しみも後悔も
全てキミと
此処にいた証だよ
別れは二人だけが知る
思い出の始まりだと
この胸に誓って
　またいつか―――

Your tears, lies, sadness, and regrets, everything is a proof of that I was here with you
I vow in my chest
That our parting is the beginning of a memory that only the two of us know
Someday, we’ll meet again…

囁く声が　このまま遠くなって
君の影も　夕日にのまれてく
無駄に過ぎ行く時なんて
無いんだと　言いきかせて

namida mo uso mo kanashimi mo koukai mo, subete kimi to koko ni ita akashi dayo
wakare wa futari dake ga shiru omoide no hajimari datto
kono mune ni chigatte
matta itsuka...

Your tears, lies, sadness, and regrets, everything is a proof of that I was here with you
I vow in my chest
That our parting is the beginning of a memory that only the two of us know
Someday, we’ll meet again…

囁く声が　このまま遠くなって
君の影も　夕日にのまれてく
無駄に過ぎ行く時なんて
無いんだと　言いきかせて

sasayaku koe ga kono mama tooku natte
kimi no kage mo yuuhi nomareteku
uda ni sugiyuku toki nante naindato iki kasete

As it is, the whispering voice grows afar
And your shadow is swallowed by the setting sun
Tell me that I didn’t spend any time in vain…

笑顔も夢も愛しさも喜びも
呼び起こして
永久に響き続ける
カタチあるもの　それだけが
ここにいる全てなんて
信じられないから

egao mo yume mo itoshisa mo yorokobi mo yobi okoshite
towa ni hibiki tsudzukeru
katachi aru mono, sore dake ga koko ni iru subete nante
shinjirarenai kara

Recall your smile, dreams, love, and joys
And they’ll echo eternally
Because we can’t believe
That the physical things, that only those are the everything here

[ please watch the video to understand my feelings ]

To L, I regret.................... not telling you, my feelings.

Lyrics of a song that's close to how I am,

2008-05-20T15:50:00.000-07:00

夜明け生まれ来るものよ
決して見失わないで
You are you 少女よ　今こそ
振りほどき立ちあがれ！

Yoake umare kuru mono yo,
Kesshite miushinawanaide,
YOU ARE YOU shoujo yo ima koso,
Furihodoki tachiagare...

Ones who are born at dawn
Don't ever lose sight
You are you, young lady; indeed now
Untangle yourself and stand up!!

胸の傷を隠したまま風を切り進む君を
ただ見守る術など何もな

Mune no kizu wo kakushita mama kaze wo kirisusumu kimi wo,
Tada mimamoru sube nado nani mo nai.

I don't have any way to simply watch over you
Who cut and advance through the wind, while still hiding the wounds in your chest

その瞳はずっと先の自分を探しているの？
でも聞こえるよ　深い悲しみの鼓動が叫んでる！！

Sono hitomi wa zutto saki no, jibun wo sagashiteiru no?
Demo kikoeru yo fukai kanashimi no kodou ga sakenderu~

Are your eyes forever searching for the you ahead?
But I can hear it; the heartbeats of deep sorrow are shouting

I'm just 夜明け前の暗闇が
一生を運命づける
大丈夫　少女よ　今こそ
悔やみ恥じることはない　Far away・・・
十\字を背負い　死ぬ気で炎を駆けろ！

I'M JUST yoake mae no kurayami ga
Issho wo unmeizukeru
Daijoubu shoujo yo ima koso
Kuyami hajiru koto wa nai FAR AWAY...!
Juuji wo seoi shinuki de honoo wo kakero...

I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away...
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!

そばにいるから孤独だった
愛されず過ぎた言葉
消せるのならまだまし深くなる

Soba ni iru kara kodoku datta,
Aisarezu sugita kotoba,
Keseru no nara mada mashi fukaku naru?

Because you are by my side, I was lonely
Words that passed by without being loved
If I can erase them then they become deeper

その心はずっと昔　潤っていたのだろうか・・・
でも聞こえるよ　強い天命から意志が呼んでいる！

Sono kokoro wa zutto mukashi uruotteita no darou ka...
Demo kikoeru yo tsuyoi tenmei kara ishi ga yondeiru~

Was your heart moistened since the past...?
But I can hear it, the strong determination from fate is shouting!!

勇気あるなら　泣いていいんだよ
本当の君に会いたい・・・

[Yuuki aru nara naite iin da yo,
Hontou no kimi ni aitai...]

If you have courage, then it's okay to cry
I want to see the real you...

You're just 夜明け生まれ来るものよ
迷い道を照らし出せ
大丈夫　少女よ　今こそ
代わりのないその腕で強く
十\字を背負い　荒野の果てに刻め！！
踏み出せ！

YOU'RE JUST yoake umare kuru mono yo,
Mayoi michi wo terashidase,
Daijoubu shoujo yo ima koso,
Kawari no nai sono ude de tsuyoku,
Juuji wo seoi kouya no hate ni kizame!
Fumidase...

You're just someone who is born at dawn
Illuminate your strayed path
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
With your uninterchangeable arms
Powerfully carry the cross and carve into the edge of the wilderness!!
Step out!!

I'm just 夜明け前の暗闇が
一生を運命づける
大丈夫　少女よ　今こそ
悔やみ恥じることはない　Far away・・・
十\字を背負い　死ぬ気で炎を駆けろ！！
踏み出せ！

I'M JUST yoake mae no kurayami ga,
Isshou wo unmeizukeru,
Daijoubu shoujo yo ima koso,
Kuyami hajiru koto wa nai FIRE AWAY...
Juuji wo seoi shinuki de honoo wo kakero!
Fumidase...!

I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away...
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!
Step out!!

To my Father,

2008-05-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

There are certain things I wish to say to Dad.
How much of a failure I think he is,
How I loathe him so,

I wonder,
Does he know... all these,
That I no longer respect him,
That everytime I think of him, it's filled with frustration,

He was my hero,
In the past,
Now,
He's a zero,

I wish he could give me some answers,
On why,
He's totally changed,

But, when asked,
All he gives me is......
Silence.............

2008-05-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

Do you remember,
A certain moyashii,
The short little black hair with,
Eyes,
Magnified by her glasses she's wearing,
She's oh-so-short,
In contrast with her peers,

Her world,
Painful and black,
But, yet,
Her smile,
Though forced,
Show nothing of that....

She's not too bright,
But, at the least,
She tries,

Sometimes,
Those magnified eyes show of tears,
Overflowing through them,

But , She'd tilt her head back,
To stop them flowing out,
She says,

If, the tears fell down,
She'd wipe them off,
With the back of the hand,

Then smile........
As if,
Nothing ever happened,
Though,
The wound is still there,
Fresh and still......
Bleeding,

Not afraid,
Not Shy,
Unlike normal girls,
She dared to love,
And dared to hate,

The one that she loves,
She's meek and shy around,
Not daring to talk,
But only to glance him,
From afar,

The ones she loathe,
Must have angered her,
Somehow,
They were one of the reasons for her tears,

2008-05-01T08:35:00.000-07:00

The Key to my heart
( poem inspired by Mai Hime, between Mai Tokiha, and Yuuichi Tate, it's written like a conversation, the ones in red is Mai, and the blue is Tate)

Tate-senpai,
You must be wondering,
Why,
I avoid your gaze,
The long conversations turned into,
Silent hellos we say to each other in the hallway,

Tokiha-san,
You don't have to handle all the pressure,
Your brother,
And being a HiME,
Why are you avoiding me,
In the hallway,
Even my gaze,
Why?

You still don't understand,
Why, you ask me,
You, who, I have been protecting ,
All this while.......
The answer's simply that......

Why Protect me?
You were doing that.... but......
Why?
I don't get it......

You don't need to know so much....
All you need to know,
Is .....
I treasure you very much

Sychronicity

2008-04-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

Kono nukumori wa doko e yuku no
Ashita ni nareba kiete shimau no
Mune no kodou o awaseta naraba
Onaji fukami e orite yukeru no

この温もりは何処へ行くの
明日になれば消えてしまうの
胸の鼓動を合わせたならば
同じ深みへ降りて行けるの

Where is this warmth going?
When it's tomorrow, it'll vanish
If I synchronized the heartbeats of our chests
Will I be able to fall to the same depth as you?

Itsumo itsumo soba ni iru yo
Donna tooku kimi no kokoro ga mayotte mo

いつもいつも側にいるよ
どんな遠く君の心が迷っても

I'm always, always by your side
No matter how far your heart may wander

Kurayami no naka ni futari de tadayoi nagara
Mujaki na kotori no you ni tsubasa o yosete ita
Sabishii toki ni wa egao ni kakureru kimi wa
Tokenai koori no yaiba
Kono mune o sagashite
Dakishimeru
Zutto...

暗闇の中に二人で漂いながら
無邪気な小鳥のように翼を寄せていた
寂しい時には笑顔に隠れる君は
溶けない氷の刃
この胸を晒して
抱きしめる
ずっと...

While we drift inside the darkness
Like innocent little birds, we huddled our wings together
You, who hide behind your smile when you're lonely
Are a blade of unmelting ice
I bare my heart
And embrace you
Forever...

Kimi wa hitori de doko e yuku no
Furikaeru no ga kowai dake na no
Mune no katachi mo kanashii iro mo
Hontou wa kitto yoku niteru no ni

君は一人で何処へ行くの
振り返るのが怖いだけなの
胸の形も哀しい色も
本当はきっとよく似てるのに

Where are you going alone?
Are you just afraid of looking back?
The figure of my chest and the sad color
Even though I'm sure that they're actually very similar

Itsuka kitto kaeru basho o
Futari onaji hakanasa de mitsumete iru

いつかきっと還る場所を
二人同じ儚さで見つめている

With the same evanescence, we are gazing
At the place that we'll surely return to someday

Kono yami no naka de donna ni hanarete ite mo
Kokoro wa nani yori tsuyoi kizuna de yobiatte
Sabishii toki ni wa waratte ite mo wakaru yo
Tsumetai yubi o namida de
Atatamete agetai
Soba ni iru...

この闇の中でどんなに離れていても
心は何より強い絆で呼び合って
寂しい時には笑っていても分かるよ
冷たい指を涙で
暖めてあげたい
側にいる...

No matter how we're separated inside this darkness
Our hearts call for each other with a stronger bond than anything
Even if you're laughing when you're lonely, I know it
I want to warm
Your cold fingers with my tears
I'm by your side...

Kurayami no naka ni futari de tadayoi nagara
Mujaki na kotori no you ni tsubasa o yosete ita
Sabishii toki ni wa egao ni kakureru kimi wa
Tokenai koori no yaiba
Kono mune o sagashite dakishimeru
Soba ni iru
Zutto...

暗闇の中に二人で漂いながら
無邪気な小鳥のように翼を寄せていた
寂しい時には笑顔に隠れる君は
溶けない氷の刃
この胸を晒して　抱きしめる
側にいる
ずっと...

While we drift inside the darkness
Like innocent little birds, we huddled our wings together
You, who hide behind your smile when you're lonely
Are a blade of unmelting ice
I bare my heart and embrace you
I'm by your side
Forever...

Lyrics of sychroncity by Yui Makino

2008-04-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

What is your TRUE color??(for girls, pretty anime pics)

You are BLUE!!! You are a dreamer and are mostly in your head. You are very easy-going and calm, which makes you a very good person at calming down people when there is a problem.
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How you would look like in Naruto (RP girls only!)

What do you look like in anime? girls only

tis wat u look like
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2008-04-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

Girls

are like apples

on trees. The best ones

are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach

for the good ones because they

are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples

from the ground that aren't as good,

but easy. So the apples at the top think

something is wrong with them, when in

reality, they're amazing. They just

have to wait for the right boy to

come along, the one who's

brave enough to

climb all

the way

to the top

of the tree

2008-04-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

D. Gray Man Quiz ( best results with profiles and info)

You are Allen Walker.Age:15Height:151cmWeight:43kgFav food: anything edibleInnocence:Parasectic arm.It allows his arm to transform into different weapens.RatingSpeed: 7/10Power: 8/10attacks: 8.5/10S.attack: 9/10Anime Rating: 8.5Charcteristic:Your caring and helpful side makes you prone to weakness. You like food and tend to gorge yourself. You were born with a parasectic Innocence on your left arm. It is able to change into different weopens. You feel pain even for the enemy as you think that no one deserves such a fate and you have stong determination and will do whatever you must to help your friends. You have a naive and clumsy charcter that really irritates others. You make friends very easliy and sometimes go to the extent of making friends with the enemy. Your ambition is to cleanse to world of the darkness and hope to change its horrible fate. As an exocist you are an akuma destroyer yet you want to be a destroyer that saves the souls of the akuma. You get well with all cheerful and bright hearted people but stay away from the loners. You have a cursed eye that allows you to see the souls of akuma.
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2008-04-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: January 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.

You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.

Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.

You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wow, surprise, my power month is June?

You are a No Drama Mama!

No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother you

You've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazy

You're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for it

You don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!

How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

not a drama queen, hehe,

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Hey... Commitment... eh..... ?

Your Gemstone is Amethyst

Dignified, impressive, and wise.

You have a deeply spiritual soul

What Gemstone Are You?

Amethyst.... i love that gem....

You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Etto, Right brained?
that explains my failing mathematics

The Recipe For Emily Chan

3 parts Imagination

2 parts Shrewdness

1 part Fearlessness

Splash of Mania

Sip slowly on the beach

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

Eh... Shrewdness, ....oh nevermind....

Your EQ is 160

Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence.

You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it.

You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people.

In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

180... wow...............

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.

Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.

Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.

No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

Disturbingly Profound........... etto..........

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

How Rare Is Your Personality?

No wonder... i'm so... weird.......

Regret By Mai Hoshimura

2008-04-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

Mado no soto no keshiki
Utsuri kawatte
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku

The scenery outside the window shifts with time
Even the seasons leave a little salt behind

Dare yori chikaku ni ite
Fuan no tame ni
doushite ano toki kizukenakatta
Anata no sugata ga mienaku naru mae ni
tatta no tatta hito koto
Ikanaide ga ienakatta

Closer to you than anyone else
Because of my insecurity
Why couldn't I have noticed then
Before your everything had disappeared from sight
Just one, just one phrase
I couldn't say, "Don't leave".

Anata ga shiawase nara sore de
Ii nante zettai ni ienai
Nejima ga ata konna kokoro ga
Doushiyou wo mo nai kurai
Atashi wa kirai

I can't say that if you're happy
then that is enough for me
This mangled heart
I hate so much that I don't know what to do

Lyrics of Regret By Mai Hoshimura

2008-03-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

My Will to Live

2008-02-17T00:42:00.000-08:00

I am.......
A seventeen year old girl who is............

Trapped in a World of her own,
Where the destructive thoughts attack relentlessly everyday.....,
At night, the battle is fought even fiercer,
And, she, who can't take it no more,
Sits in front of the computer,
In a bid to distract, suppress those
Destructive and Painful thoughts,
Thoughts about death and suicide,
Frightens her to no end.......

Whose life,
Is falling apart,
Like some cruel joke,
Nothing she does,
Seems right,

Whose Family,
Isn't perfect,
Where her dad's constant criticism,
Is breaking her up,
From the inside.......

Whose life,
In a total wreck....
Who is losing her will to survive.................

blogthings

2008-02-02T02:26:00.000-08:00

You Are a Lemon

You have a very distinct personality. And if you're not being sweet, you're a little hard to take.
You're a bit overpowering, especially in one on one situations.

And while you are very dominant, sometimes your power is needed and appreciated.
You can liven up a dull situation, and you definitely bring a fresh outlook.

You are a bit of an acquired taste, and you tend to grow on people over time.
People feel refreshed and rejuvenated after spending time with you.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

You Are Psyche!

Eternally in search of purpose and insight.
You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder.
Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily.
Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!

What Goddess Are You?

2007-12-31T09:33:00.000-08:00

it's time to change, but, i don't even want to. fear grips me when i think of change and stuff. I wanna be able to repeat sec 4 ths year and pass my n levels,

2007-12-25T08:04:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas, this year, I've received a couple of presents, they include: a gingerbreadman necklace and a green coloured shirt, a Dior Addict 2 Eau De Toilette miniature bottle. The party was held at my Aunt Pauline's house in Punggol. My sweet younger sister and I reached there at about 6pm, my Aunt Caris bought us there. We watched Cinderella dvd and had dinner at 7, Mum, Dad and Sis joined us later at about 9plus. Then Eileen and I played PS2 game, The Incredibles, I'm not that good at playing it.

We unwrapped the presents when Uncle David came home, Emma got her Tamagotchi that she'd always wanted, and along, a Hello Kitty wallet, and a W.I.T.C.H pencil case.

2007-12-20T12:46:00.000-08:00

Certificate of Marriage

This is to certify that
Allen Walker
and
sakura_spring
were married on
December 20, 2007
Marry Your Favorite Character

Certificate of Marriage

This is to certify that
Li Syaoran
and
sakura_spring
were married on
December 20, 2007
Marry Your Favorite Character

The courage that i lack....

2007-11-23T14:21:00.000-08:00

You, my dearest L,
Is still oblivious to the fierceness and intensity of my feelings,

You're like a naked flame,
Brilliant, but hurts when I touch it,

You're like a 100 metres swimming pool,
I want to jump right in,
But I can't swim,

I would like to be as brave as Aoi-chan,
Who went bravely, in search of the one she loved,

I want to be like the character in School Rumble,
Whose letter begged Kurusama to stay,

What's the matter with me,
Whose every thought seem to be focused on you,

I hope that if I do tell you how I feel,
You will not pick up that heavy sheild,
Instead, you will lead me into your heart......

2007-11-16T14:30:00.000-08:00

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.
You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.
Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person

Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it

Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.

Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

X'mas wishlist

2007-11-16T13:37:00.000-08:00

Good results for my N levels ( good meant that i'm able to get to Sec 5 next year )
Kitade Nana's CD Antoinette Blue ( it's really expensive, like 70 plus sigh, if only my elder sister can help me download her songs......)
A new school bag
A new pair of school shoes
A NEW handphone........ ( OK, maybe, it's not that new but, it's still a far cry from my samsung x640) ? * dad's phone actually *
more manga
last, but, not least, my room, being returned to me..........

Missing You, more than ever..........

2007-10-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

i feel this pain in my heart,
am i regretting not telling him how i feel??

No,
i tell myself,

The time is not ripe,
Even if i tell him 3 weeks ago,

It wouldn't even make a difference

It'll only mean that I'm desperate......

But, will i get to see him next year?
Or will we be separated?

How I Miss You, L

2007-10-21T13:08:00.000-07:00

I miss You,
That's needless to say,
Cos I think of you every night and day,

Without you,
I feel strange,
When You're around,
Nothing's to big for me to accomplish,

Now, without you by my side,
I'm reduced to nothing,
And everything seemed so difficult,

I wished to tell you how i feel,
But I'm afraid of being crushed,
Not by love,
But, by the merciless hand of Fate,

So,
If you notice a short, nerdy girl,
Looking at you,
That's me,

FMA chibi partyvideo

2007-10-18T01:52:00.000-07:00

Card Captor Sakura song, Catch you, Catch me

2007-10-12T21:49:00.000-07:00

aitai na aenai na setsunai na kono kimochi
ienai no iitai no
CHANSU nogashite bakari

会いたいな　会えないな　せつないな　この気持ち
言えないの　言いたいの　チャンス逃してばかり

I want to see you, but I can't... How sad, these feelings...
I can't say it, but I want to.
I just keep letting my chance slip by.

datte (datte) datte (datte)
tsubasa hiroge futari de
sora wo MARASON yume wo YUNIZON shitai

だって　だって　翼広げ二人で
空をマラャ刀@夢をユニゾンしたい

But still (But still) But still (But still)
Together, let's spread our wings and
marathon across the sky; I want our dreams to be in unison

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte
kotchi wo muite SUKI da to itte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
atashi no omoi anata no HA-TO ni
tonde tonde tonde yuke
ma - yo - wa - na - i ^[1]

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me 待って
こっちをむいて　スキだといって
そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと
私の想い　あなたのハートに飛んで飛んで飛んでいけ
迷わない

Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Wait up!
Look this way and say you like me.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
My thoughts will
fly, fly, fly into your heart!
They - will - not - get - lost! ^[1]

tama ni ne nakunatchau karada no BATTERI-
anata no egao de
itsumo juuden manTAN PAWA- bakuhatsu shichae

たまにね　なくなっちゃう　身体のバッテリー
あなたの笑顔で　いつも充電満タン　パワー爆発しちゃえ

Sometimes, my batteries just run dry.
But with your smile,
they're always fully charged, ready to explode.

o-negai (o-negai) o-negai (o-negai)
mazu wa o-tomodachi kara
waratte mitsumete tanoshii mainichi ni shitai

お願い　お願い　まずは友達から
笑って　見つめて　楽しい毎日にしたい

Please (Please) Please (Please)
We're friends first, so
I want to smile, look at you, and have fun every day.

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ZETTAI
unmei datte o-niai datte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
dare ni mo makenai anata ni sekai de
ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban
KO - I - SHI - TE - 'RU

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ゼッタイ
運命だって　お似合いだって
そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと
誰にも負けない　あなたに世界で一番一番一番一番
コ・イ・シ・テ・ル

Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Absolutely!
It's our destiny. It suits us well.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
I won't give in to anyone. I'll be
No. 1, No. 1, No. 1, No. 1 in the world to you!
I'm - in - love - with - you!

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte
kotchi wo muite SUKI da to itte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
atashi no omoi anata no HA-TO ni
tonde tonde tonde yuke
ma - yo - wa - na - i

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me 待って
こっちをむいて　スキだといって
そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと
私の想い　あなたのハートに飛んで飛んで飛んでいけ
迷わない

Hey look!
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Wait up!
Look this way and say you like me.
Yeah! Nice to Meet You Good to See You Surely!
My thoughts will
fly, fly, fly into your heart!
They - will - not - get - lost!

hora
Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ZETTAI
unmei datte o-niai datte
sou Nice to Meet You Good to See You kitto
dare ni mo makenai anata ni sekai de
ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban
KO - I - SHI - TE - 'RU

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ゼッタイ
運命だって　お似合いだって
そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと
誰にも負けない　あなたに世界で一番一番一番一番
コ・イ・シ・テ・ル

i wish to sing this to L

2007-10-10T13:55:00.000-07:00

Konoyode ichiban yowai monowa nani?

Sore demo futari wo mamoru tameni aru この世で一番弱いものは何？

それでも二人を守る為にある

What is the most delicate thing in this world?

Even so, it is there to protect us

             

Hoshi no kazuhodo arukotoba kara anatano koede kikitakute 星の数程ある言葉から　あなたの声で聞きたくて





Even out of the words as numerous as stars

I want to hear it from your voice

             

Dakara aidato itte sore wa aidato itte

Namo shirenu hana tachito onaji you na futari demo だから愛だと言ってそれは愛だと言って

名も知れぬ花達と同じ様な二人でも





So tell me it's love

Tell me that's love

Even though we're like two anonymous flowers

             

Koi wo surutte totemo tsuyoku narutte

Anata nimo onajikotowo kanjite hoshii kara chiisaku hakanai ai wo 恋をするってとても強くなるって

あなたにも同じ事を感じてほしいから　小さく儚い愛を  





To fall in love

To be so strong

Because I want you to feel the same thing too

This tiny fleeting love

             

Tatoeba mirai wo kaeru jikan nara

Anata no tonaride waratte kizamitai

    たとえば未来を変える時間なら

あなたの隣で笑って刻みたい



 Suppose it's time to change the future

I want to laugh by your side and change it too

             

Totsuzen afuredasu namida sae anata no koede kagayakuno



突然溢れ出す涙さえ　あなたの声で輝くの Even if my tears suddenly overflow

I'll shine with a word from you

             

Dakara aidato itte sore wa aidato itte

Atemo naku nagareru mizuto onaji youna futari demo だから愛だと言ってそれは愛だと言って

あてもなく流れる水と同じ様な二人でも 

So tell me it's love

Tell me that's love

Even if we're like meandering flowing water

             

Meguriau tte  itsumo sobani aru tte

Sasayaka na shiawase ga kaze ni yureru basho e futari de michibiku aiwo~~



めぐり逢うっていつもそばにあるって

ささやかな幸せが風に揺れる場所へ　二人で導く愛を



 Tell me we'll meet

Tell me you'll always be there

This love that leads the two of us

to a place of gentle happiness, touched by the wind

             

Anata no koe de kikitakute

             あなたの声が聞きたくて



  I want to hear it from your voice

             

Aidato itte  sore wa aidato itte

Namo shirenu hanatachi to onaji youna futari demo

             愛だと言ってそれは愛だと言って

名も知れぬ花達と同じ様な二人でも Tell me it's love

Tell me that's love

Even though we're like two anonymous flowers

             

Koi wo suru tte  totemo tsuyoku naru tte

Anata nimo onaji kotowo kanjite hoshii kara chiisaku hakanai aiwo~~



 



恋をするってとても強くなるって

あなたにも同じ事を感じてほしいから　小さく儚い愛を

Tell me you're going to love

Tell me you're going to be strong

Because I want you to feel the same thing too

This tiny fleeting love

How I feel for L ....

2007-10-10T13:39:00.000-07:00

Awaku saita hana no kao
Nokoshi kisetsu wa sugimasu
Ame mo agari sora ni kumo
Aoi kaze ga soyoideru

The seasons move on, leaving
The scent of the flowers blooming pale
The rain has stopped too, clouds in the sky
Are blown gently by the blue breeze

Kyou ashita to futari ga
Aruku toki no katawara de
Kawarazu ni yureteiru
Omoide ga arimasu

Both today and tomorrow
Alongside the times we walk
Our trembling thoughts will be there
Unchanging

Eien wo eien wo
Saitemo karenai
Kono mune no tokimeki wa tsukinai
Dare yori mo dare yori mo
Anata wo mitsumete
Hateshinaku kono kimochi zutto

Forever Forever
It blooms but never dies
The pounding of my heart never ceases
More than anyone, More than anyone
I gaze at you
With this feeling that never ends

Ano hi futari de ata no wa
Sekai jyuu de ikudomeni
Okita kiseki nano desho wo
Dare ni kansha tsureba ii

That day, when we met
How many times in the world
has a miracle like this happened?
Whom shall I thank?

Aa anata no mirai ga
Kitto watashi ni wa ni aito
Sou ienai yoru mo aru
Nakisou ni naru kedo

Ah, I know your future
will be perfect for me
There will be nights when I can't say it
Although I may cry

Eien wo eien wo
Subite mo asenai
Kaze no naka sora no shita natsu no
Shinjitara shinjitara
Anata no e ga ora
Watashi no hanani naru kara kitto
 Forever Forever
It may pass, but it will not fade
In the wind, under the sky, I wait
If I believe If I believe
Then your smile
Will surely become my flower

Eien wo eien wo
Saitemo karenai
Kono mune no tokimeki wa tsukinai
Dare yori mo dare yori mo
Anata wo mitsumete
Hateshinaku kono kimochi zutto
 Forever Forever
It blooms but never dies
The pounding of my heart never ceases
More than anyone, More than anyone
I gaze at you
With this never ending feeling

L, will I see you again?

2007-10-09T04:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,
You were sitting among my class,

I didn't dare,
Speak to you,

Could only look at you from afar,

I could feel the thumping of my heart,
But,
Whenever you're around,
I felt,
Safe and encouraged,

But, there's some thing you'll never know,
Like,

That time,
In the Library,

I sat there,
Glancing,
At you,

You sat in that corner,
I didn't dare look,

But,
When you,
Strided towards the table,
Where Zann, Vinitha, Jeslyn and me,
Were sitting,
And picked up my Psycho Busters book,
I felt very honoured,

I looked up at you,
Who was enjoying that book,

I liked the way,
You looked when you were reading manga,

That's all........

Matantei Loki Ragnarok Lastv weepy episode

2007-09-27T12:39:00.000-07:00

To L, again,

2007-09-13T13:01:00.000-07:00

Today,
Before Chemistry Prelims, ,

I was looking,
( or was it a glance ?)
At you,

Near the staircase,
I was hiding there,
Lest, if anyone,
See me,

The usual,
Of me, would never hide,
Behind the pillars,

But, the weirdest thing,
Was that,

You looked my way,
For a moment or so,

Our gazes met,
And, for a moment, there,

My heart skipped a bit,

Just like, Aoi,
I want to learn more about you,

You,
Seemed so,
Foreign,

I only know,
You like,
GetBackers,

That's all.......

You are my Love Lyrics

2007-09-08T14:46:00.000-07:00

ame ni nureta hoho wa
namida no nioi ga shita
yasashii manazashi no
tabibito
There's a traveler
   with a gentle gaze
   whose cheek, wet with rain,
   smelled of tears

shizuka ni hibiiteru
natsukashii ongaku
omoidasenai kioku
samayou
Nostalgic music
   echoes in the silence
   My forgotten memories
   wander about

yume wa tobitatsu no chiisana tsubasa de
omoi no kienai basho made
futari de
tooi umi wo sora wo koete
"Dreaming" is flying away on tiny wings,
   the two of us going together
   to a place where my memories won't disappear,
   crossing the distant sea, the sky

kurai yoru no naka de
watashi wo terashiteru
yasashii manazashii no
anata ni
aitai...
Shine on me
   in the dark of night
   I want to see you,
   with your
   gentle gaze...

To L, With Love.......

2007-09-08T12:36:00.000-07:00

Maybe that day,
Things happened too fast,
And I was too slow,
I didn't know you,

But,
You came,
Striding into my classroom,

You are,
The knight in shining amour,
You are,
The saviour of my life,

Thinking that you were as bad as them,
But you said,
"Leave her alone!" ,

I looked at you,
But you'll never look back,

I can't thank you enough,
For all the help,
Really wanted to publish your name,
But afraid of you,
Facing Mockery,

But,
You will never know,
How I feel from the inside,

All you will know is....
I am,
Eternally Grateful,

Vomitting Blood, and more,,,,,

2007-09-07T14:01:00.000-07:00

Well, for N Levels, 3 subjects done,,, seven more to go... God, let me tell you, What a day, i woke up and my mum said that I've got blood on my mouth, I think, i must've looked like Dracula or something.....and then when I went to the toilet, I spit out more blood. Not the ordinary red coloured blood, but blackish blood. What the hell, lols.

Then I went to see Dr Ivy Ng at KK Hospital, actually, I had to go to the MSW thingy waited for a long time for mojm to be done with, was at least 3.30 pm. We went to have Mcdonald's to have lunch.
She's still as nice as ever, lols, met this nice genetics consultant named Brianna. I learnt that to be a genetics consultant, I'll have to study 20 years , oh my.

So stressed, because I can feel N levels, breathing down my neck...... Gasp... that's really scary, bought a couple of handkerchiefswith cartoon on them,

Allen Walker is really cute and so is Ryoma Echizen

My visit to Dr Jenny Tang,

2007-08-20T08:23:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day.... I didn't go school today, i had an appointment with my sleep apnea doctor, Dr Jenny Tang, so I got up around 10 plus. Went to get dressed and left house at bout 1.30. I was so bored.... Emma and I went to eat McDonald's when we reached, Did this strange spinometry test, you had to breathe into0 this thing hard. We waited 'til like bout 4 before we got to see her, Sigh..... didn't have my Asthma relapse, she said, yeah. So happy, so exhilarated, feel like flying.

Then Dad brought us to block 800 plus of Tampines to eat, Yum, My favourite chcken and vegetables, then mom bought me this Precious Mpments book. So cute

Oh no, Asthma, my Wake Up Call to the Nightmarish World

2007-08-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

I thought it'll never be so severe and I thought I'll never see those things again, but to my deepest disappointment, I once again saw the return of those purple coloured canisters, it's like a nightmare gone bad. The smelly stupid inhaler stinks to high heaven. HE has grown to exactly Amano Ginji's height, I cannot believe that someone that I have a crush on would grow exactly, like HIM

National Day Ceremony,

2007-08-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day, today have been, I went back to school after a very, very long hiatus, those bugging boys in school, thankfully didn't come at all. But those 4.3 boys were so annoying, they were interfering with everything, i had to restrain myself no to launch myself at them, ****ing annoying and irritating guys. Denley came but he sat at the back didn't disturb me at all. The teachers were all in red or white, while 'cept for Ms Grace Lum, she wore orange, The rest of the day pass by quickly, then i got to go up to Computer Lab, Survey about the school, took 30 mins for that stupid computer to work, it was so damn slow, i couldn't tolerate. Then, after that, i went to Hermes' stall, when i saw this BEAUTIFUL cup, it had Sailor Moon on it, and Lord knows that i've a softness for every thing anime, so i paid a dollar to win the cup, I won, and that cup is now my favourite cup.

P.S i have my manga back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i look up at you........

2007-08-08T10:52:00.000-07:00

Just today,
As i expected,
i collided,
Into HIM,

I thought,
I would not feel pain,

But,
In fact,
I'm just hiding,

Yet,
When you look at me,
I feel ........

Nothing,
Not the jitters ,
Not the stabbing pain,
Just nothing

I'm so gonna miss you

2007-07-27T16:03:00.000-07:00

loki last episode today i'm distraught

2007-07-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

Behind the handsome exterior,
There lies a monstrous form,
Their eyes, watching my every move,
Their mouths,
The dangerous weapon,

Their words,
Vile and poisonous,
Your every movement,
Is being watched, by them,

If you could witness their evil deeds,
and hear their acerbic comments,
You will understand how
It all feels like,

2007-07-21T14:38:00.000-07:00

Sis, i m sorry for reediting my blogskin again but i have a change so no one would leave nasty comments on my blog

To Dad, With Love, Athought after watching Matantei Loki

2007-07-21T13:55:00.000-07:00

Dad, sometimes, I wonder, whether you ever loved me, am I so foreign for you? Or am i just a little twit in your eyes, a girl, not worth understanding at all, I don't really want our relationship to turn bad like Loki and Hel. All i want is a little understanding, a little bit of attention, a little of love, and most of all, I want you to know that I love you, and that all.

2007-07-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

Loki Rocks,

but my life is a complete mess

and in this mess, i get lost and hurt and heart broken

Life Sucks.......And many more, hating favouritism

2007-07-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

Everyone and everything seems to exhibit signs of Favoritism, Sigh,

Trapped in a world, with no one to count on.

Somehow there's a part of me that wishes that i was the one being favoured instead,

There's a part of me that wants to be within the same cohort as the others,

Like within, my class or at home,

But i guess, that will never ever happen,

My life would never be so great,

Trapped on a web like the picture above,

Monsters of Destruction..... Or are they bored out of their wits??

2007-07-16T01:15:00.000-07:00

Broken cupboards,
Dented notice board,

All died under the hands of the 4.4 boys,
Jun Xian,
With his constant kicking of the board and cupboards,

What have the cupboards done to deserve this?
I have nothing to say.

2007-07-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

N Levels in 83 Days time......

2007-07-14T11:55:00.000-07:00

Mathematics, Physics and Mother Tongue,
All these and more......

For that dreaded and feared N Levels
Chemistry, English and Geography,
Would all these subjects prove to be too much for me?

No, I think not,
After all, these are life's challenges,

Waiting for me,
To Complete.

It hurts too much..... just to forget you....but you'll never know anything about the pain, there's nothing i wanna talk to you about

2007-07-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

Forgetting You

You may not notice this,
A girl near you is dwindling,
Into Darkness and Despair.

To You
I might be worth nothing,
To Me,
I say to myself,
You're worth something.

I'll forget you

So pardon me, if I look at you,
I'm just releasing the pain

within,

Loneliness........

2007-06-11T09:49:00.000-07:00

Loneliness,
So Overpowering,
And sometimes,
So Scary.

Trapped,
All alone......

Wanting,
To escape.......

But, still
Trapped

Can't
Get away

2007-05-27T18:15:00.000-07:00

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2007-05-27T14:57:00.001-07:00

I could give you all four colors into a single rose
Then I would stir up magic somehow by twinkling my little nose
And then the meaning would be all clear, simple but true
For that special rose in my heart I would be offering to you.

Each rose stands for so much more than eye can see
For each has a special significance for what it means to me

The yellow rose is for friendship, the one I know we share
A shoulder to cry on, A hand to lend, of always knowing your there
So in this special rose I am offering to you,
A long and lasting friendsdhip, one forever true
The pink rose is for happiness, it is what you give to me
A thoughtful word, A secret smile, a chance to always be
So in this special rose I am offering to you,
All the happiness in the world that I can give to you

The white rose is for innocence and purity,
this one my favorite, as you can see
Reminds me of snowflakes, clouds, angels and babies
So in this special rose I am offering to you,
A very brightful future full of emotions that are true

The red rose is for respect and love,

Denise Renea Rowling

2007-05-27T14:48:00.000-07:00

My life and my love, like a passing storm
Flashing, and clashing and thrashing about
No solace of heart, in me, tends to form
The brighter my day, the darker my doubt

My love's rainbow is scarcely seen by eye
Glowing, and flowing and growing in me
Till it fills and floods and shoots out my side
Far enough, high enough, so she can see

The storm recedes and is forever gone
Gliding, and striding, and hiding for good
So too my life, my love so nearly drawn
Much closer than any that ever could

Oh, pierce the soul, pierce the depth of her heart
Detecting, connecting, injecting me
Hand in hand, we're running to a new start
Where you, I and a world of love will be

2007-05-27T14:45:00.000-07:00

Pooh Bear

Pooh,
Why do I love thee?
Why do you love thy silk cushions?
When will you learn that I cannot fall
in love with you at all.
That is a question that is unknown.
I wish to find the answer before I die
Though, because the people bother me with you
Chris is a boy in my class, and I do not
Believe that we can go on like this.
Your nose is brown, and I am not saying that
You are a suck-up to any extent Pooh,
You, I, everyone in the world knows that you
Are but a mere bear, and your nose is a
Brownish color! Alas! Pooh, you are a dirty
Bear, and I wish to feel your fur, the fur
That is a soft yellowish color. My hair is
Blonde and your hair is yellow, very
Different colors. Just to let you know,
Pooh, You are no longer the love of my life!

William Keith Shakespeare

2007-05-27T14:42:00.000-07:00

You Can Do All This

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings
nor lose your common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none to much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run
Yours is the Earth and all that's in it,
After all that you have lived a life
worth living

Rudyard Kipling

2007-05-23T12:45:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it? Shafiq sat with me during recess today, I mean like...... he doesn't really always talk or even speak to me, right? I'm like so shocked and awed, OMG you know, and he is really cute, but then, it awoken a part of me that still have feelings for him, I've liked him since Secondary 1 and it's like I don't really want to be reminded of this ...... kind of feeling for him, I thought I would have forgotten him now. I guess I can't lie to myself, especially, my feelings. And what's more is that, I don't think I'll ever forget him.......

2007-05-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

This is for my dear sister, Emma,

" Sis, can you play with me?"
Is just the thing i like to hear from her,
Her innocent eyes, looking up at me,
That cute little grin,

Her hair,
Brownish black,
Her Eyes,
Enlarged by the glasses she's wearing,

She likes to prance, sing, dance and run around the house.
She's my sweet little, angel-devil,
Innocent but naughty,
To her, I'm like her little angel, protecting her

i love her more than anything in the world,
Emma, oh my dear little Emma,

I'll protect you till the end of the time,

2007-05-13T14:32:00.000-07:00

I went to watch Spiderman 3 with my class today, it was kinda fun too

Been watching loads of Loki these days

He's kawaii ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

I'm like so damn sick now, having fever, sore throat, headache, but just what i do anyway? Except to drink disgusting-tasting medicine, ( eeewww ) it's so damn bitter.

I haven't take my Mathematics, Chinese, P.O.A exams. It's so frustrating.

English Paper 1 and Social Studies Paper

2007-05-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I've done it, English Paper 2, was so damn easy, didn't even fall asleep in class during the exams. Well, Social Studies Paper 1 was a tough little cookie, had difficulty doing it,

Hair so short

2007-04-30T13:08:00.000-07:00

My hair is so short now, I look like a boy,

But, anyways, I don't mind having hair which is so short.
Since, the weather is really hot and humid.

Oh yeah, I've taken my passport photo,( i haven't made my Ic for over a year now )

Sigh, exams in 1 day time.

Of Old Ladies and Urine Smells

2007-04-28T15:22:00.000-07:00

EEK, My hands still smells like Granny's urine, she, who have urinated on the ground, several times this week already, just did that like fifteen minutes ago.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All this urine-wiping, diaper-wearing stuff sucks.

I'm going to negotiate to have my Get backers comics returned, well, I'm damn fed up with no place to pour my frustrations at.

except here of course

To Shafiq..........

2007-04-28T14:14:00.000-07:00

If x - y,
plus m times c,
Equals l.

And if the Pythagoras theory is right,
Then a + b
Equals c,

Then, maybe, Shafiq plus Sakura
Equals attraction,

No, that's not right!
Shafiq plus Sakura,
Eventually equals one big ZERO

What's the deal with mathematics anyway?
Why do some things add up to a lot,
then others into nothing at all?